For My Heart Is Yours (lesbian)

part 4

She was still looking me in the eyes and I opened my mouth and whispered "look, je-..." 'You can tell her' no I can't I've known here all of an hour or two... 'Well, do what you want' run... not tell her! I panicked and worried. I have never stood up so fast in my whole life as my body did the first thing in mind, to run. Throwing my back pack onto my shoulder and just walking straight to last lesson - two hours of English, yay. (Hint the sarcasm) at least I didn't have to face Jess, cause I don't think I could lie to her, I don't know why but I just don't think I can lie.

It took me all of five minutes to get to my English class which was on the other side of the school grounds; I sat down and got out the folder full of different stories and story ideas. The teacher allowed me to do what id like during lessons as I just wrote and wrote, ouch of choice and not being told to. Only ten minutes passed and the silence broke into sleep whispers as Jess walked in with a tall blond girl, Hayley. Her mouth opened ready to explain but Hayley cut her off "she's new, she got lost, and I showed her how to get her." She said with a devlish smile, while both of their eyes were on me. I looked back down to my paper with was filled with scribbles and ink smudges. A gray haired woman peered out of small glasses, over a big worn out book which read 'Complex road to Greek mythology.' "Yes, go sit down girls. Get your Macbeth essays out." She laid her eyes on Jess and looked around the room and added "Miss Wood, you can sit by Hayley this lesson." She just nodded and followed Hayley to the seats over the other side of the room.

My mobile buzzed as I looked over to the girls where Hayley must have been talking to Jess as she just stared at her hands in her lap. She glanced up as I looked quickly at my phone which read out "unknown number: - Heya!" I got confused and replied asking who the text was off and looked up to see if Jess was looking in my direction. Nope, she was looking into her lap again... that's when my phone buzzed again and the unknown person replied with "it's Jess... :$" I felt her staring at me as I looked blankly at the phone, wondering how to or to whether even reply. "Hey... how did you get my number? s:" This time I gained a reply within a minute. "Facebook, hope you don't mind?" damn this girl was so nice! "No I don't mind J and about earlier..."- before I could reply she send a message again "about earlier... I didn't mean to ask you such a question, I am sorry. It doesn't matter whether you are or you aren't, just curious that's all..." I exhaled and I looked over at her as she gazed an apologetic look. I could only reply with "It's okay, why curious? Most girls would just accuse... not ask." The bell rang and I received a text saying "well I am no hypocrite..." I looked up to try find her but she was nowhere to be seen - Must have left with Hayley. What does she mean by 'hypocrite'? 'She's gay obviously' pfft, no she isn't! With that I made my way to the bus and went home.