For My Heart Is Yours (lesbian)

part 11

a week past and it was was Monday morning and I quickly hurried to get dressed for school. My mam called me from downstairs where she had been feeding Kate her breakfast. No matter what I wore it..it just wasn't good enough! Today was the day where Jess would say yes to going to the summer dance with me and I felt like a child on christmas! (season holiday for some, which may I add is coming up soon).

As I virtually ran down the stairs my mam called out "morning Riley! Youre lucky that I gave you your medication last week! You have a hospital appointment Friday love, and you'll get your next set of medication! I'm proud of how well youre doing! Have a good day at school and try your best!

Wow I feel bad.

After an awkward moment with my mam, I walked to school. It was sunny again today but a bit cooler than the weak before. Man the weather changes quickly! I felt a dizzy spell come over me... I knew it wasn't good, but I carried on to school as normal but walking swiftly to see Jess.

This was the first time I had seen from her in a week... maybe she's been ill? maybe she has just been busy... either way It made me ten times more exited to see her! I approached math's imagening her sat there with her book and pen perfectly in position on the desk and her smiling as i walk to our desk.

How wrong was I!?

She was sat at our desk but my seat wasn't free for me to sit in... a boy sat there chatting his mouth off as she smiled and nodded and even giggling at nearly everything he said? what the fu- 'Riley!' Mr Card shouted from the front of the class, making me cringe with annoyance at his voice and what was going on at MY desk!

'Yes, Sir...?' I growelled through my gritted teeth while clentching my fists tightly.

'Sit down by Mr. Haul." He grinned sarcasticly. "Mr. Haul" A.k.a Big Ben. He's the class jack arse! Not the best mixture as that douchebag of a teacher knows! This lesson can not end well...

As I sat down Ben laughed to himself while watching me sit down in anger. I laid my head on the desk trying my hardest to not drop this kid on the floor or worse; teach him to fly!

The whole lesson I spent listening to him say things about me under his breath to taunt me, he seriously wanted a beating. Just five minutes left. Not to forget about Jess and her new boyfriend as kept glancing over and seeing her hand on his thight - flirting.

The day dragged but I was happy to be out of that math classroom. I decided to go outside and sit under the tree because the heat was getting unbearable indoors. I walked across the field and sat on the rock was hayley, her lap dogs and Jessica and her boyfriend. As I approached the tree, I glanced over to the group Sunbathing in vests and Jess looked back at me and just turn away.

Is she ignoring me? She didn't notice me in maths and she most deffinatly look at me from across the field! With that I grabbed my mobile and text her "so are you trying go make it obvious your ignoring me or is your boyfriend more important?"

It didnt take long for her to text back with "I can explain. Meet me at my house after school..." I peered over my mobile to see the group making their way to the school of which my phone had vibrated again, Jess? No.

"Mum - hi Riley, this is your mother. Seth and Charlotte are in the car park with an early birthday present, just too help you with your sixth form. Love mum."

I got up and threw my rucksack over my shoulder and made my way to the car park to find Seth and Charlotte leaning against a small black Renault Clio, dangling keys from his hand. What! No... it can be my very own car?! I ran up to them almost half screaming with excitement.

"Mum was sick of you moaning about walking all the time and me and Charlotte wanted to help you... have more to do." Seth chuckled "take her for a spin, she's yours now! But you have to take this job offer of working at that new cafe in town? Deal? Ok, get going! You have a shift 5-8! Goo!"

I almost dove into the drivers seat and headed for this. It crossed my mind 'who give someone a job without an interview or application?!' It all became clear as I walked into the cafe - "Mr and Mrs Wood?"

The waved from with in the office and threw me a apron and explained how my mother give them the heads up on my present and they had a job going! "But, Miss Williams... the deal of this occasion is you give Jess a ride to and from school as she hasn't passed her test?" Mr Wood gestured to the job contract on the table and handed me a pen. Deal!

As closing time drew near I hung my apron up and locked the cafe up and made my way to my car, until I was met by a group of four girls. Next thing I knew I was in my bedroom with a rough headache. What happened? As I was about to sit up I felt a sharp shooting pain in my ribs. I curled up at the pain. Then voices coming from the landing, my mum? Mrs wood? And a man? I listened closer.

"Are you sure you saw nothing when you left work Mrs wood?" The stranger asked.

"I left work with my husband and everything was fine!" She scoffed.

"I am sorry about this situation Ms Williams. But may I check on your daughter see if she has awoken? I have a few questions." The asked whilst a creek told of movement, so I opened my eyes and looked at the door as it creaked open to find a police officer enter my room and my mum cry at the sign of me and leaned into Mrs wood for comfort.

With a warm smile the police officer knelt down besides me and asked "what happened Riley?"

I just shook my head in confusion.

He just asked me multiple questions, not like I could answer any of them.

That evening I staying in bed resting. That is until my mum called me down as I "had a guest". I slowly made my way down the stares and I passed a mirror and was shocked at the brushing and paper stitches along the top of my cheek. It looks worse than it is I guess.

As I approached the kitchen and my mum and Jess was sat at the table with a cup of tea, Jess was wrapping an ice pack in a towel and smiled softly with a look of... guilty? I just shook it off and sat down next to her. "I'll leave you girls to talk, oh Riley here is your heart medication. Make sure you take them, I don't want any more accident happening love! I'm going out, but the police towed your car outside to. Have a good night! Bye both." With that she left the house. When she said heart medication jess looked at me confused.

"Look at you..." she whispered whilst putting the ice pack against my cheek. She muttered something under her breath but I didn't quite catch it.

"What we're you meant to speak about yesterday? Say how us kissing was a mistake? That you just like boys? And what the hell is with that boyfriend of yours jess!" A tear ran down my bruise cheek as I hissed the words.

"He's not my boyfriend! I was just pretending because he's gay and doesn't want anyone finding out... and I was going to tell you that hayley she spoke about how you should be taught a lesson for being a 'dyke' bu-"

As the words rolled of her tough I felt the anger boil inside my veins and my hear thudding against my chest. I stood up to go get my car keys but my breath drew short and my chest burned. I fell into the unit and she was instantly by my side.

"M-my tablets..." I groaned. "These past twenty four hours have sucked!" I grinned trying to calm down. And then went and laid in bed with the help of jess. I awoke to hear shuffling of feet and then the movement next to me on the bed.

"What would my parents do if they knew how I felt about you Riley? How could I begin to explain... I don't think you saw the complications with US going to the dance TOGETHER... you see like you take everything in strides and you are so... calm." She exhaled.

She ran her fingers through my now slicked back hair, because of my stitches. I acted as if I was asleep and shifted and "awoke". I looked her in the eyes and whispered "you're right" she was taken back a bit but she nodded. I feel alot better than I did earlier. "Hey, want to go for a ride?" I asked cheerfully.

She replied "youve a rough couple of days? But just nodded.