For My Heart Is Yours (lesbian)

part 7

The morning had dragged slowly, an hour of watching my brother and his soon to be wife run around packing, Wwwaswell as my mam. "Got this?!" and "Got that?!" is all i heard. I hate rushing, i'm too laid back by nature. Thinking about how crazy people are by running around like headless chicken, my mind slipped to Jess. 'You totally like her!' I do not! she's just... really nice, along with her beautiful eye's; theyre brown with a nice hint of green when the sun hit them... just pure natural beauty! 'digging her looks are just a way of crushing on her!' Whatev- *BUZZ* my phone vibrated in my jean my surf shorts - still in my PJ's. The text was; "UNKNOWN NUMBER: 11:01am -- Heya, open your door! :D xxxxx" I got up from my chair in the kitchen and made my way to the door which had a figure showing through the glass.

Opening the door, a small innocent smile greeted me. Her smile was perfect - id never seen her smile much, but wow! - "Good morning Miss William's, sleep well?" She said looking me up and down innocently. I rubbed the back of my neck as I felt my nerves getting a bit shakey, replying with a smurk "Umm hey, Jess... w-w-want to come in? I'm kinda not dressed, I'm sorry" My voice breaking as I said 'sorry'. She walked into the passage as my mam passed placing her bags by the door and adding "oh good morning darlin'" with a huge, welcoming smile before grabbing her bag's and taking them outside. Everyone in my house was outside besides my brother who walked past and handed me Kate, saying about emergency numbers are on the unit and everything we need, like money and emergency money are in my bedroom if needed. With that finished he left the house and they were gone.

I felt awkwardness creeping into the situation I was in. I cleared my throat and said "soo we has 2 day's to burn and a kid to look after... were can we dump the child?!" I said jokingly while putting Kate down on the floor. - yet again, Kate made a fuss over me doing that. Jess laughed softly looking at me and Kate as I started to walk towards the kitchen. "So have you had food? I'm making some if you'd like?" when I said this i looked Jess in the eye's as she stared back she broke our stare and stuttered "u-u-uhhh... um, sure! what you making?" she was blushing at this point. I looked over to Katy, sat on the floor playing with Lego; "Kee! what do you want for lunch??" As soon as i said lunch she jumped up and squeeled in delight "P-B And J!!!" I laughed while i felt the happiness of her having jelly sandwhiches and repeating "PB and J?" to Jess, she laughed and nodded and went and say on the floor with Kate while I made us all Jelly sandwhiches.

That day me, Jess and kate; we sat eating sandwhiches and drank juice and acted like big kids! It was great, hanging out with Jess was great! She is really good with kids, all three of us sat there and had a laugh! We played with lego and we drew picture of each other, seeing Kate draw me - i looked like a squid but Jess acted like she drew the Statue of librity to a Tee! - it was pretty perfect this day, I cant fault it! and now we just got kate to bed and the sun had lit the living room a deep orange, me and Jess had sat here talking about everything and anything that came to mind, I feel like i've know her for a while! years even! I know it sounds cheesy but I think I likelike this girl... 'Told you!' yeahyeah 'my job here is done...'

I sat there and stared her in the eye's as she asked "so what was so ergent last night we had to meet?" she asked out of the blue. "u-uhh.." 'THINK RILEY THINK' YOU could help miss know it all 'just tell her!' i dont know... that's when she touched my hand and smiled. "um I just wanted to ask... um... are you... i mean... could you be gay?" I wash shaking softly under her touch by this point and she softly grabbed my hand and gently squeezed it as if to say 'it's okay'. "Well... I guess... I kinda like this girl" she said quietly. My heart raced hearing those words, "r-really? who?" and she sat there staring at me, I wanted to kiss her SO bad! I slowly lent in and assessed the situation and she seemed to lean in too!? 'GO kiss her!' leaning in so much we could both feel our breathes on our lips. Thats when we both jumped at the sound of crying upstairs - Kate! We both got up and nearly tripped over eachothers feet we were that close to one and another. "I should go, my mums' probably wondering where I am" she said going towards the door. I rubbed my neck out of nerves - damn I got to stop doing that! - "uhh i guess so... today's been great! really!" i said calmly. "yeah, thank you Riley! same again tomorrow?" she smiled hugely at the word 'tomorrow'. I just nodded as i went to hug her. She kissed my cheek and moved back quickly as I blushed a deep red. I waved and repeated "Tomorrow!" and she turned around to wave and nodded cutely in my direction.

wow she's amazing....