I Can't Stop

*Authors Note: Hey guys my name is Kara! So this is my first book on wattpad. I'm not an amazing writer so don't judge! Here it goes...!

Kara's POV

"ACACIA!!!" I run to my best friend and give her a hug.

It is the first day of school and I am excited to be a freshman. Finally, middle school is over! High school is going to be different for me. I made it on the cheer team, I have amazing new best friends, and I can finally get passed my terrible reputation. I can start over. Middle school was had for me! Let's just say I didn't know where I belonged. I jumped from group to group, trying to understand who I was. I hung out with average girls, the nerds, even the popular girls for like a month but nothing helped. But, this summer I found out who I was with the help from my cheer team, and my best friends, Emylee, Lexi, Abby, and Acacia. High school is gonna be amazing.

"Kara, I literally saw you a week ago! Calm down!" Acacia yelled.

"Fine, I will go find Lexi and Emylee! At least they actually love me!" I yelled back to her as I walked away.

"No come back! I love you!" She followed me.

I ran up to my best friends and hugged them.

"Hey guys!" I greeted.

"Hey babe," They both said at the same time.

"I missed you so much!" I exclaimed

"Kara, we hung out just a couple days ago!" Lexi laughed at me.

"No one loves me!" I said and turned around.

"YES WE DO!" They all yelled and followed me.

First period.... Ew Spanish. I haven't really figured out the whole spanish thing yet! I was in a really smart class but I should probably go back to the first level. That's how I am with school. I kinda just bull shit my way through but I make it alright. I walked into my classroom and didn't see anyone I was really friends with. I stopped in my tracks. My God, is that who I think it is? Tommy.... Tommy Corbin. I met Tommy a long time ago. He is super tall and so nice! He is the kind of guy that won't take advantage of you. He will actually care about you. I always had a crush on him in elementary school but nothing major. But it was different this time. I saw him and I could feel something different. I really missed this kid. I turned away when I saw him look at me. I didn't want him to think I was staring, even though I was.

"Woah, Kara? I did not know you went to this school!" Tommy shouted.

The way he said my name.... Wow.

"Oh, well I do," I just simply stated, pretending like I did not even notice or care that he was here. I saw him frown.

I can't be feeling this way towards him! I have an amazing boyfriend named Trevor, one who I need to find after class.

The class seemed like it went on for hours.... I couldn't stop staring at him. Occasionally I caught him glimpsing over at me too. No. I love Trevor. At least I think I love Trevor. I caught him with another girl though once. I told him I would never forgive him but I let him under my skin. I haven't really been able to trust him again. He is really popular though. He's a skater, and he has so many friends! Maybe I just love the idea if Trevor... No! What am I saying! I have to love Trevor! I'm letting this stupid kid sitting in front of me get into my head. I'm not going to let that happen! I need to go find my boyfriend! The bell rings.

I walk out of the classroom and look for Trevor. Ugh where could he be?

"Hey Kare Bear!" Abby greeted me.

"Hey Abs! I love you and as much as I would love to talk to you I have to find my boyfriend! Have you seen him?" I ask.

"Uh... I think he's in the courtya-," she begins to say.

"- Thanks I love you so much!" I said while running.

I open the door to the courtyard and I drop the textbook I was holding in my hand. Trevor was kissing a girl. A girl that wasn't me. Obviously. The way he held her hips and pulled her closer made me want to puke. Fire rose in my chest. I became so angry. That girl he was with was supposed to be me.

"Are you fucking kidding me!" I exclaimed.

"Oh, uh Kara! This was nothing I swear!" He tried to explain.

"Oh really, it definitely looked like something! This is the second time you have done this shit to me! The first time I was willing to forgive you, but no... Not this time. I came out here to tell you that I had missed you over summer! Were you even in the mountains?! You probably lied about that too! You were probably making out with this skank the whole time!" The girl gasped as I yelled that.

"Kara plea-" he tried to say

"Don't even... I hate you Trevor! Hey wanna see a magic trick... Poof you're single! I hate you so much!" I shouted and he looked shock. I laughed because I thought it was pretty funny the way I dumped his sorry ass.

"Kara, you're magic trick was stupid and it didn't work because here I am with this other girl now." He said, thinking it was sooo clever.

"Oh, I'm sorry I guess my magic trick doesn't work on ugly people," I laughed after I finished saying that.

Yeah that shut him up.