I Can't Stop

He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not

"Hey Kara! Did you hear about the Winter Showcase? It is like a talent show but only for singing and I know you are a really good singer. I feel bad because I know you're mom did not let you try out for the voice like you had wanted, so I think you should try this!" Tommy said.

"Wow thanks Tommy! Yeah, I heard about it. I already signed up for auditions!" I exclaimed.

"Good! I wouldn't want you to miss out on this great opportunity," He said.

"Yeah thanks!" I said while walking away.

Does he know Like him? I thought to myself. I hope not.

"Hey Kara..." Paloma said as she walked by.

Ever since we dropped out of the competition, she has been so depressed! She was supposed to use an all girl cheerleading group video for her cheerleading scholarship for college. But she didn't get the video, so she doesn’t get the scholarship.

"Kara!" Emlyee squealed while running up to me. 

"Wow, hi!" I said while hugging her. "I need to get to first period; I will talk to you later."

I walked into first period and was instantly disappointed. We had a new seating chart. I immediately looked to see who sat next to Tommy. Of course, Emma.

"No! Kara, I am gonna miss you," Tommy exclaimed.

"Haha, we'll find a way to talk! I need to tell you about my problems!" I yelled.

"Hey, we should do something this weekend!" Tommy said. "Like you, me, Abby, Acacia, Lexi, and Emylee." 

"You like being around all the girls don't you?" I asked.

"Just one in particular," He said while winking. I couldn't control the smirk that grew on my face.

"Yeah, sounds fun!" I laughed.

Group message from me to friends: Hey guys, movie night at my house?

Em: Yeah for sure

Lex: Sounds fun

Abs: I will be there.

Acacia: Can Michael come?

Me: Fine, I wouldn't want Tommy to be the only guy. But no making out on my couch! 

Em: Ahhh Tommy?

Me: Yeah! We will watch a Christmas movie or something since it is December. Anyway, I have to go! Love you guys. 

I instantly took my phone out and texted my best friend Julia. I had not talked to her in a while. She was the first person I met in Colorado. I remember she was collecting rocks and eating Subway with this girl named Michelle. Haha she ditched Michelle for me.

Me: We have a lot to talk about! I'm coming over right now. I'm walking in. 

"Hey Mom number 2! I'm here!" I yelled throughout the house.

"Hi baby girl." She replied.

"What's cooking? I am hungry?" I asked.

"You're favorite." She told me.

"Good thing, I haven't eaten yet!" I squealed.

That is the thing i love about Julia and her family. Her mom buys food for me. I call her mom "Mom". Her brother makes fun of me like I am his sister. I am over literally every weekend. During summer I am like part of their family. I love them!

"Julia is upstairs sweetie," Mom number 2 told me.

"Thanks!" I said and walked up the stairs.

"Yo slut, where are you?" I said jokingly.