I Can't Stop

I Never Said What I Wanted To

A/N: HIIIII GUYS. ITS SAUNDAY AND I SHOULD BE DOING MY HOMEWORK BUT WHATEVER. I AM LISTENING TO MUSIC AND WRITING THIS SOOO IM PRETTY SWAG. THEY CALL ME SWAG(; tHAT IS FOR YOU lEXIIIII. SHE HATES WHEN I SAY THAT. WELL YOU PROBABLY HATE WHEN I MAKE AUTHORS NOTES CUZ THEY ARE POINTLESS SO ON TO THE STORYYYYY

I Never Said What I Wanted To

Tommy's POV:

"We counted the ballots, and the winner is... Kara!" The principal exclaimed.

I knew she would win! I just knew it! I look down at her and she is smiling so big. I turn for a second to look at the whole auditoria jumping and cheering for her. I turn back to Kara and see that she is with Cade. Why him? Why not me? If she would have let me explain after the winter dance we could be together right now. But she just ran off. I'm not saying it's her fault, I mean I kinda just rejected her, but I wish she would have stayed so I could have explained myself. I am ready to be in a relationship with her, I just didn't want to kiss her. Cade is hugging her. That should be me. Why isn't that me. Cade grabs her hand and drags her hrought the auditoria doors. I cringe just a little bit. I don't want them gping anywhere together. I can't handle that. 

Kara's POV: 

"We counted the ballots, and the winner is... Kara!" The principal exclaimed. 

Oh my god. I won!! I mean I knew I would win, but I am still really excited. I look up at Tommy and he is looking around the whole auditoria. I am actually so over him. What did I see in him anyway? Before I could finish my thougts Cade came rushing over to me. 

"I knew you would win!" He yelled towards me.

"I did too!" I said while laughing. 

"I am so proud of you," Cade said while hugging me and spinning me around. 

Cade grabs myhand and I am a little apprehensive. 

"It's ok Kara, you can trust me," Cade informs me.

I squeeze his hand and run after him through the double doors that lead me inside. I amnot one with cars but I can tell you, Cade has a really nice car. He opened the door for me.

"Oh, what a gentlemen," I tease him.

He laughs and opens the door on his side. He gets in and turns the car on. He turnson the radio. What kind of music is this? Like punk or something.

"Your music choice sucks!" I laugh at him.

"Oh really? And what do you suppose is better?" He eggs me on. "Anything pop?"

"Yes!" I scream.

Cade turns the station to 95.7 The Party. The song 'Happy" is on. Obviously I know all the words so I sing along. Cade is laughing at me. I can tell.

"Are you laughing at me?!" I ask him. 

"Yes, I am princess," Cade responds.

Princess?

"Princess?" I say, questiongly. "We already have cute nicknames for each other, wow. What should I call you?" 

"You can call me Cade, and only Cade," he says.

"But that's not fair!" I whine.

"Sorry Princess, I don't make the rules," cade tells me as he parks the car.

"Then who does, I need to have a long and serious talk with this person!" I say as I gwt out of the car. "Um, Cade, where are we?"

"We are in the woods, is somone scared??" Cade teases me.

"I am not scared! I'm just wondering," I tell him.

Cade grabs my hand.

"Follow me

 He leads me through paths and around trees. I have never been here before and I am kinda scared. He stops at a blanket. What is this?

"Our own little picnic!" He exclaims. 

"You just keep all this stuff here so when you bring agirl dpwn here, you are prpared," I say.

"No!" He refuses.

I don't say anything. I just laugh, there is no point in arguing but obviously this blanket has been here for a while. 

"Sit," He tells me.

I sit down and he opens up the picnic basket. 

He hands me a sandwhich and I take it from him. 

"What are those?" He asks me, pointing to my wrist.

I turn my hand over embarrased. I though the scars were fading.

"Um, don't worry about that!" I tell him.

"No, what happened? I wanna know if you are okay," he says.

"Well, my family was having a rough time financially. We were about to lose our house and thisis how I coped with all of it. Not just this, drugs, drinking, and hanging ut with terrible people," I told him.

"Never hurt yourself again," He demands.

He starts kissing my neck

"I don't wanna see anymore cuts or bruises on your perfect body," he says.

He grabs my chin and faces me toward him. There is not a lot of space between us. He kisses me. It's not like I care about this guy but I want the pain from Tommy to disappear so I deepen the kis. Things get really heated and Cade pulls something out of the picnic basket. He starts to peel open a wraper. Is that a...condom?

"Cade, I am not having sex with you," I tell him.

"Shhh, be quiet," he says while kissing me still. 

I pull back and the expression on Cade's face turns from content to anger. He lifts me up and throws me against a tree. 

"You are gonna do what I tell you to!" He yells.

At this point I am crying. Why did I leave school for this? What did I do? 

"Stop! Help!" I yell. 

Cade covers my mouth with his hand and begins to take his pants off. I realize that there is no one here to save me. There is nothing I can do at this point but try to fught Cade off. I push him off of me. He stumbles back a little. He wasn't expecting that. He throws apunch and i duck. He throws another punch buthis hand is blocked by smething. Ohmy god. Some one is here. Soeone saved me. This person punches Cade in the stomach and Cade falls. This guy is tall, he has brown hair and dark eyes. By the way he grabs my hand, Iknow he is strong. I let him lead me to wherever we need to go. Somewhere away from cade, that is for sure. 

"Get into my car!" He demands. 

I open the door and hop into the passenger seat. He runs over o his side of the car and gets in. He starts the car and begins to drive. He has a mustang, it is stickshift and is in terrible condition. 

"Are you okay?" He asks.

"U-um yeah, I think. Just scared. Thanks so much for being there," I say. 

"No problem at all! My name is Caleb. Where do you need to go?" He asks.

"Well Caleb, my name is Kara and I have no place to be righ now," I tell him. 

He nods and keeps driving. I am happy to be in the unknown. It gives me time to tink before I have to go back to my crazy world.