Shades of Blue

Him

He's the love of my life and I thought earlier on I could say that about a handful or less of people, but I'm sure now. Absolutely sure.
He goes the extra mile for me and I like to believe that I do the same :).
He will hold me when I just need a cry, listen and try to help when I just need to vent, and go crazy with me when I'm feeling on fire :).
If I'm down he would get down on the ground with me and try to find a way up. If I'm standing he would find a way to get next to me just so he could hold my hand or let me wrap my arm around his. If I'm jumping around he would go buy a trampoline just to see at my level.
He truly is amazing. Hands down the best thing to ever happen to my life and to me.
It's been almost a year and 10 months with him and he sets my soul on fire every single second of every single day.
How could I live without him? How could I love again knowing this is what's in store for me? How could I want to be without something so pure and so kind and so gentle and so...him?
He's truly the salt to the earth and I love him so fucking much. I really don't know what I could possibly do without him.
He stands with me for the better, and sits with me and holds me through the worst, always telling me that WE will do better as a team and that everything is going to be okay.
He would love me if I had a billion dollars and he would love me the exact same if I had            -$35. Money isn't an issue even when it comes to bills. We always work together and tell each other we will find a way to get through it together, and that if either of us really needs the help, all we need to do is ask.
When I'm sick he will take off most of his day and even be late for work just to care for me and buy me medicine. He goes to the extent of staying on the phone with me overnight just to make sure that I sleep okay, and even knowing I can't seem to respond back due to unconsciousness, still tells me he loves me and he's there for me every time he hears me toss and turn due to a bad dream or nightmare.
When I'm healthy he will make sure that I'm the best I can be; that I feel that I look good, and know that I could have the sun if I wanted in the palm of my hand, and that we are both enjoying life every step of the way.
He loves and he cherishes me and he never asks for anything in return.
I can't wait to marry someone so worthy of every breath I take.
I love you Tamaryon.
You and only you.
I hope you know that.

Your kitten. 🔵