I wanted to be little with you..
I worked hard for you and risked being bullied at work..
I bought a new outfit that made me look good for you and did my makeup and got myself ready..
I saved up money to take you out, buy you dinner, and a gift or two..
I had plans at home for when you got here, spend the night, I bought your favorite candy for movie night, coloring, cuddles, love..
I wanted to be with you..
I feel like I did all of these things for you and you just don't care.
I feel like I've been doing a lot for us lately, and you don't care.
Why is that?
Should I just stop? Maybe if I stop caring it won't hurt so much..
I'm really tired of crying over someone who's just going to show me the same characteristics as everyone else. It all starts the same way "I do, but.." yeah I know. "But.."
You said you were different and I believed you.
Silly me.
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Shades of Blue
RandomJust outward thoughts. This is a new page so out with the old in with the new.. Questions for the author just ask and maybe I'll post something separate for that PSA: this is mostly used for letters to my significant other that I'm too afraid to say...
