This Skeleton Boy -Andy Biersack-

Chapter Three: Love Isn't Always Fair

 Note:Here Ruthy is 18. Yes, apparently she had sex at 15 :/ The picture in the sidebar is Ruthy now. I know the description for Andy's hair is almost the exact same in my The Fallen Angel & The Rebel love story. It's the best description.

Update:I changed Andy's ex. The reason is, I was afraid some people would take it seriously & start spreading rumors because some people are just cruel like that And no, Andy has never dated a girl named Amber or had a best friend named Ruthy....this is all fake.

"You always want the one that you can't have

Cuz' Love Isn't Always Fair

You are the best romance I've never had

Cuz' Love Isn't Always Fair"

-4 years later-

   "THAT'S IT! WE ARE THROUGH SO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" -Door slams- Welcome breakup number 1,487, you have just won a one way ticket to my heart. Have fun breaking it. I slid down the door & pulled my knees to my chest, tears streaming down my makeup smeared cheeks. I've only been in California for less than a week & my boyfriend of two years cheats on me with another girl...could this get any worse?

-Andy's POV-

   I sat in my dark bedroom, imagining what life would be like without me in it. Amber was my soul mate. She was always a part of my life & was always there to make me smile,when smiles became non-existent in my life. With my eyes wet with tears that threatened to roll down my cheeks, I stared long & hard at the razor in my hand. Funny, I thought, I've help so many fans not commit suicide & here I am about to take my own life. Some role-model I am,eh? I heard the boys call me out down the hall, but it was simply background noise. I haven't eaten for two days now & it has already effected my health. It was a struggle to even get out of bed. Amber was gone; gone with some strange man. Why? The question wracked my brain & twisted my mind in directions I could never imagine possible. Before I could even cut, the door was kicked in & Jake, Jinxx, Ashley, & CC all came rushing in.

   Jake tore the razor away from me, leaving behind small lacerations on my hands.

  "What the fuck were you thinking, Andy?!" he snarled, while throwing the razor in the trash. I didn't reply, instead I looked down in guilt.

   "Well?" Oh boy, here come the fucking tears. Why can't I just vanish into thin air?

    "Look, you worry about you, & I'll worry about me." Pushing past the others, I walked out of the house, closing the door with a slam.  The night air was cold & stiff. Maybe it was me instead of the air. House lights were off, but street lights flickered on & off, casting eerie shadows here & there. The adrenaline coursed through my veins & my heart pounded in my ears like it was going to burst out through my eardrums. Dammit, I should've brought a jacket. Reaching into my back pocket, I pulled out a lighter & a pack of cigarettes. Lighting one up, I took a long drag, letting the smoke dance from my lips.

    "'Stop smoking, Andy.' I'll smoke whenever the fuck I wanna smoke." I grumbled, remembering back when I did that interview with Bryan Stars. Back when I was madly in love. I was so occupied with my thoughts, I didn't notice the girl a few foot away until we collided like a ton of bricks. Stammering with apologizes, I grabbed her hand & pulled her to her feet.

-Ruthy's POV-

    This giant came out of nowhere & knocked me on my ass. He kept apologizing over & over while pulling me to my feet.

     "No, dude, it's alright." I said, dusting myself off. When I finally looked up, I was in complete awe. He was lanky, or ungracefully thin & tall, not to mention extremely attractive. But it suddenly hit me, like two cars colliding in a crash, who this man was. My eyes grew wide & a lump formed in my throat, I swallowed in repeatedly until it eventually vanished. His name dripped off my dry lips like sweet acid.

"Andy?" His eyes grew wide too. Please don't recognize me, please don't recognize me....

"Ruthy?" Damn... I smiled as convincing as I could. Dear Batman, why now?

"Uh yeah, how are you these days?" He completely ignored my question. Typical Andy, always getting distracted by his ADD.

  "You told me you'd never dye your hair." Andy said, tugging on a cherry red strand.

 "Uh...yeah." I replied, pulling the strand away from his fingers. His eyes wandered away from my hair.

"You also told me you'd never get piercings either."

"Well, I'm not the only one who's done things we said we'd never do." I mumbled, growing agitated. His lips parted slightly, then closed up again.

       "You told me you'd never stop loving me-you did. You said to me you'd never break my heart- you did. Finally, you said you'd never leave...& guess what? You did." Epiphany, or sudden realization, slowly washed over his face.

"Ruthy, I was young & stupid back then-" I cut him off there, I wasn't interested in what he had to say.

"Andy, do you realize how stupid I felt? I was standing there, wearing nothing but a sheet while watching you drive away. You left me feeling betrayed & used."I could feel the well filling up inside me, ready to overcome its wall. The river of emotion was at the tip of my throat.

 "I-I'm sorry. I didn't want to leave, but we both know I couldn't make it in Ohio."

  "Oh yeah, because you had this big dream of being in a successful rock band. Well it looks like you got what you wanted. I congratulate you, Andy, on pursuing your dreams & ruining my life. Bravo! Ha-ha, you know, I actually believed you loved me. Well Andrew, you sure know how to put on one hell of a show! There's no doubt about that."

Andy's eyes began to swell with crocodile tears. He was always a great actor. The tears were fake, but the sound of his voice when he spoke was a completely different story.

"I did love you. In fact, I still do. Ruthy, please give me another chance; I can change." I shook my head in disbelief.

"No Andrew, you can't & you won't. People can't change & people never will. That night proved to me how heartless & cruel you can really be."  Turning on my heel, I walked back home, leaving Andy behind.