Forever and Always: A Connor Franta Fanfic

Ch.9

*Haley's POV*

It's been 2 weeks since Connor and I broke up. I have to admit, I can't stop thinking about him. Of course I still love him, I just can't take him back, even though I really want to. These past two weeks have been horrible. Everyday Im alone in my apartment, and every night I fall asleep without his comforting arms there to hold me. I'm still getting nasty comments about me on Instagram and Twitter. I tried to stop cutting, but I can't. Every time I read one of those comments, I cut. Every time I think of Connor and Ivy, I cut. I wish I could stop, but I can't. Seeing the blood is relaxing, maybe one day the blood will run out, and I will be dead. No one would care anyway, especially not Connor.

*Connor's POV*

Today I'm going over to Haley's house. I know it's risky, but I have to try. I really want her back. I want to be there to comfort her and hug her when she's feeling sad, because honestly, I still love her. I walked across the street to her house and rang the doorbell.

*Haley's POV*

I was in the bathroom cutting again, when the doorbell rang. I quickly got up, wiped the blood from my wrist, and the tears from my eyes. I rolled my sweatshirt sleeve down, and walked to the door. I slowly opened it, and couldn't believe my eyes. It was Connor.

"Haley." He said.

"What do you want Connor?" I asked, feeling something wet on my sleeve.

"I just wanted to say-." He stopped talking, and stared at my arm.

"What's your problem?" I asked, looking down, and realizing what that wet feeling was. It was blood. I tried to hide the cuts and close the door, but he held it open and walked in.

"Why, Haley? Why would you do this to yourself?" He said, tears in his eyes.

"I don't know." I said softly. "I just, can't deal with this anymore. No one cares anyway."

"Haley stop saying that! Do you know what I would do if you left me? I would probably kill myself!"

"Connor don't say that." I said, crying.

He wiped the tears from my eyes, "Haley please stop this! You don't need to do this, your beautiful. To me your perfect, and I love you. Please don't leave me."

"I'm sorry."

Then he ran up to the bathroom. He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw it.

"Oh my god Haley." He said, looking at all the blood on the sink.

I just stood there, not able to speak, I tried to say something, but it wouldn't come out. All I could do was cry.

"Haley, you can't do this, I won't let you. From now on I am staying here 24/7 to make sure you don't do this anymore."

He cleaned all the blood from the sink and threw the razors in the trash. He walked over to me and rolled up my sleeve, looking at all the cuts. He brought me over to the sink and gently cleaned them off. He looked in my eyes, leaned down, and kissed me. It felt so good to feel his familiar lips on mine. He pulled away, and picked me up. He carried me down the stairs, put me on the couch, and put on my favorite movie. He came and sat next to me, and I snuggled up close to him. He looked at me for a while before speaking.

"So do you forgive me?"

I sighed, "Connor, I will give you one last chance, but this is it. Please promise me you won't do anything to hurt me, and promise you will always be here for me."

"Haley I swear I will never do anything like that again. I will be here for you whenever you need me, and most importantly I will always love you."

I smiled, and snuggled closer to him.

"I love you Connor." I said, and fell asleep.