but i didn't

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i was very close to giving up today

i just wanted everything to end

today was supposed to be a happy day

but it ended with me crying and with thoughts to kill myself

what a stupid thing to think

but at that moment i want to so bad

the only thing that stopped me

i have lulu

and the worst thing is

i wanted you

but for what

why did i want you

that isn't even a possibility

ill never meet daddy

good thing i didn't remember that i miss you

i didn't need to cry anymore

but right now i can feel my tears

but why

why do i want to cry

we're strangers right?

so why do i miss someone i don't even know

why is it wrong to want to be more

more then just strangers

but its ok

ill be ok

right

one day ill stop loving you right?

but why can't it be now

why not now when the thing i want most is to meet you

why can't my feelings disappear right now

when i just want to hear your voice

why did it have to be you

why did i have to love you

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