Want what you can't have (TEACHER/STUDENT) 18+

Chapter 20 - DAY 3 (18+)

Chapter contains mature content

I haven't spoken to Joshua since I heard what I did last night, I don't think I could fucking stomach looking at him. Shitbag. I know it was nothing special, or serious in any way; but I thought what we had was fun, obviously he wasn't looking for just fun. We walk around universal, our feet tired from running to each ride like children all day. It's around 3 in the afternoon now and Jack has been awfully protective and clingy all day. Not in a bad way, I've liked it actually. We've done nothing but laugh, and he keeps pulling me in to hugs. He bought us matching wands at Harry Potter world because he knows how much I love it; he knows me well.

Jack grabs my hand as we walk towards the hulk so we can ride it once more before leaving. He kisses my forehead as we take our place in the line, resting his chin on my head. Casey doesn't notice anything different because he's always been this way, even when we were little I'd be constantly on his back, and he'd be hugging me none stop so nothing's really changed. It feels very different though.

As we all laugh about how we were all still wet from the log flume hours before hand; I hear the most annoying giggle from in front. I  glance over to see Joshua and a tall brunette laughing at something he had said. She was holding his shoulder as her fake laugh makes everyone turn their head towards them. She looks over at me and scoffs, grabbing Joshua's arm and pulling him in for a kiss. He jerks back but she pulls him back again; he kisses back eventually. I feel a tang of sadness but soon feel better when jacks strong arm is over my shoulder; he doesn't even realise he does it, it's like it comes naturally.

Around 10 minutes of her fucking giggles and squeals, Joshua turns around and instantly locks eyes with me. The brunette follows his gaze and realises what he's looking at; she grabs his hand trying to get his attention but he ignores her. He's bright red, after a minute he smiles faintly at me and I just stare coldly.

After we'd arrived back at the hotel, Casey runs to the shower to cover herself with cold water. She'd forgot to wear sunscreen and had burnt her whole body. I shove my pyjama shorts and Bralet on and hop in to bed to join Jack in watching the US office, our favourite show of all time. We giggle even though we know exactly what's going to happen before it does. Jacks hand is around my shoulder and he strokes me cheek without realising. I rest my head on his shoulder and he pulls me closer. I look up at him; and when he looks down I see his eyes flicker from my eyes to my mouth, then back up to my eyes. I'm about to speak when his lips gently meet mine, his hands cupping my face.

I try to pull away but melt in to kiss, wrapping my arms round his neck and positioning myself so I'm straddling him. He groans as I gently grind against his crotch; placing kisses all the way down his neck. I meet his lips again, grinding harder as he grabs my hips. The bulge underneath me grows by the second as I quicken my pace. I pull away to catch my breath before leaning back, giving him access to my neck. He slowly nibbles all the way down to my collarbone.

It feels good but I pull away, his shoulders drop and he pouts. I giggle at his childlike behaviour. "What is this?" He suddenly tenses up and becomes more serious, I roll off him and sit down on the bed looking at him. He doesn't reply. "I mean, what are we?" He stays silent, knowing I'm not finished speaking. "Yeah we've been close since I can remember but you've never kissed me like that, it feels different now. What does that mean?" He stays quiet for a while, taking in what I say. He looks around as if he's trying to find the words before spluttering out "I've always liked you. You know I have, yeah at first it may have been in a friendly way... But I always knew at the back of my head it's not like that. And when I came back, you've gotten fucking hot; I don't know. I guess we've both done some growing up"

I smirk and move back on top of him, his eyes turn dark. His whole mannerisms change, he grabs my arms and flips me over so he's holding himself over me. He looks down at me and my face begins burning up, as he undresses me with his eyes. I wriggle underneath his hungry gaze. He looks back up in to my eyes. "Ren. You know we've gotta stop or else I'll break." I didn't know what he meant so I started kissing down his chest, playing with the hem of his Tshirt, my leg rubs against the still hard bulge in his pants. He licks his lips slightly and closes his eyes. "Fuck. Ren please" he begs me. It turns me on knowing the effect I was having on him.

Just as he leans down to kiss me again, the bathroom door opens and Jack throws himself on the bed next to me. I'm horny and so is he, why did Casey have to ruin it?! Maybe it was for the best. I hop up and make my way to the cafe, still in my pyjamas. I grab a blueberry muffin and sit on a table to myself; enjoying my own thoughts. I just finish my muffin when I see a dark shadow above me. I look up to see Joshua standing over me, he looks sad...desperate almost.

He helps himself to the seat opposite and I carry on scrolling through my phone. "Ren!" He says desperately trying to get my attention. "Mhm" I mumble without looking up once. He sighs in frustration before grabbing my phone off me and in his pocket. I dive to get it back but he gives me a stern look. I huff and sit back in my seat; crossing my arms waiting for him to speak. He eventually clears his throat. "I know you seen me with my girlfriend" girlfriend. Hearing the words makes my chest tight but I try and act nonchalant. "What's that got to do with me" I say bluntly.

He raises an eyebrow, before shuffling in his seat. "I don't like her anymore. I've been with her for 6 years and it just feels normal now; like it should be this way." He goes silent, waiting for me to speak. I don't say anything, I look at him before standing up. He tries to grab my hand to prevent me from leaving but I pull it away harshly. "Goodnight, Mr Ross. And if you wouldn't mind keeping the noise down tonight, there's people next door trying to sleep." His face flushes a dark shade of red; and with that I grab my phone and charge upstairs.

Hey guys! Just to let you know my exams start next week so I probably won't be updating everyday. I'll still try and update every other day though! Hope you enjoyed reading this chapter!