Promise You Won't Forget

To her

This is to you. Her.

You didn't need to hide it from me. I knew from the very beginning. But why didn't you tell me? I mean others knew, and you still never told me.

I'm not mad at you. I mean it when I at I'm not mad. It's just I was right the whole time. What was the point in denying it?

People ask me if I like you or not. I like you. People wonder why. I say cuz your my friend. Even after everything you have done to me. Every painful memory, I move on from it. But I don't why I can't bring myself to not like you. That doesn't mean I don't want to be your friend. It doesn't mean that I hate you. But I just wonder, what is it that makes me stick with you? I don't know myself. But no matter what, after everything you have done to me. Know this, I will never do that to you. It we like the same person, and they ask me out. I will ask you about it. But either way I will say no to any guy. No matter how much I like him, I will ask you if we ever like the same person.

Why did you apologize? You're just doing what makes you happy. It's understandable. And do you really mean it when you say sorry? Do you know the pain I felt? It hurt, even if I didn't think it would. It hurt. Badly. Do you think I will forgive you? Not saying that I won't. But like do you? What's your opinion on this whole thing? Am I the unreasonable one? Or is he? I don't know. But what do you think? That is my question.

I'm not trying to make you feel bad or anything really. I don't intend on doing that. Just please. Do me a favor.

Please treat him nicely. Care for him. Don't hurt him. Just cherish him. That's all I ask for.

Yeah I know I seem like a mother, but he is important to me. You told me it's like he is dying and that he won't come back to me. You told me he will someday. I'm still waiting for him. I always will be. And I acted like he Is a big deal because he is. He holds a special place in my heart.

He is my best guy friend. My second love. I don't know what will happen between you guys. But just please cheeks be everything you have, because they can fall out of your grasp at any moment.

If you ever need anything I'm here for you. No matter what it's about. I'll be here.

-Jazmine