The wind singing quietly as I she's a single tear. No one looking my way, I quickly wipe it. Everyone is around me, why do I feel like an outcast? Why am I here? They probably don't even want me here. I haven't felt this way for a while. I hate this feeling. Feeling of an outcast, alone, being left out. Even if there are so many people around me.
I am probably not welcomed. "Oh" is all I here from everyone. I feel there eyes glaring at me as I walk closer, staring. Making me really feel like they don't want me here. I ruined the fun, I always do. Just my presence does. All I bring is destruction. Not just to others but to myself.
Nothing makes sense anymore. Pain. Emptiness. Abnormal.Is all that really fills my mind. I don't know how to make it better. It's like everyone is moving on, leaving me behind. And I can't do anything to stop it. I can't do anything to catch up. Soon enough, everyone will be living there own happiness as a full group. All of us will be finally together. And I'll be nothing. They won't notice me. They won't notice the pain I've hidden. They won't notice the happiness I've been yearning. Hopefully, they will bring it to me. When we all meet again.
I don't like this feeling. Never have and never will. I just want this to be all over. I want to be happy again. Without feeling like an outcast.
I want this beautiful spring to bring it the happiness within me. Awakening it, and have it blossom to something beautiful. I just keep hoping and wishing for things to be filled with joy and happiness. Maybe someday. Hopefully soon, where we can all spend the days happy and without worry. Living life to our full potential. Living with the ones who makes us happy. Enjoying day by day to the fullest.
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Promise You Won't Forget
RomanceI felt pain and anger and sadness as you said those words. I don't know what came over me but I just got mad and the next thing you know we argued and thing somewhat got out of hand. We haven't talked since that incident. It's been a week since that...
