Promise You Won't Forget

Leaving so soon?

People leaving my life is what I'm truly afraid of. You never know if you'll see them again. And it just so happens that I live the military life and so do you.

Soon,your going to be out of my grasp. As much as I don't want you to go, you have too. But before you leave, please. Come back to me. I want to see you and hang out with you before you are gone. I know we will still be in the same country and all, but what if we don't keep in contact? What will I do? What will we all do?

I'm most likely over reacting in this whole thing, but I just want to be with you before you leave. So that when you are gone we can always talk to eachother over LINE or Skype. Just don't leave without saying goodbye, I wanna see you, hear your voice, hear your laugh. I hope we are back as best friends, but I do know that when we forgive eachother we won't be the same as we used too but that's okay. I hope this helps our friendship, cuz you know? Friends fight. I don't know what will happen but we will see.

Day by day I will wish to see you again. Even if we aren't talking right now or ever, I hope that I see you time to time to see how you're doing. I'll always be here, any time, and anywhere. Please know that. I hope that we will get better, that we will soon talk again, Skype again, and just I don't know.

I really am an idiot, we passed by your house a lot today. It was weird cuz that day I actually went outside. Although next week I'm fully free I'm not going anywhere that week except for Thursday and Tuesday for basketball. Other than that, in totally free. If only you can be reading this story.. By of course you aren't. Even if you did, you probably wouldn't care. You would think it's nothing but trash or something. But I wish everyday that you do get to read it. And is up to date in this story. This is one if the places where I let my feelings out.

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Patience

Patience is a hard thing.

Especially when arguing with someone.

And for a month, five weeks, and six days.

At first I never gave patience a chance because I thought you would immediately come to my side. But I was wrong. You haven't been back to my side in a while.

And now, I use patience.

I depend on patience and hope to help me throughout my problems. Even if you are gone I will still be patient. Hoping someday, you will come back and we will be together.

No matter how long it takes. If you're special to someone, they will give you the time of day. It may by seem like it but you know?

Everyone has lives it's hard. The point is to be patient because if you wait patiently hen good will come of it.

But even if you wait patiently; always think of a way to get what you want back.

It won't always be how you want it to be. You can always try and change the future, hoping it will work.