My letter to you

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Dear Disguised Korean Singer,

*I Know you aren't korean but I can't help it you just look so much like him*

I know your mad at me. Still..it's been 6days since we've actually talks. After Saturday, on Tuesday I texted you saying 'sup and sorry' but soon took it back by daying 'never mind you don't deserve that sorry' I actually thought sometime this week you would say sorry. But it never came.
Every time I saw you online on Skype, I would get the urge to say so that we can have our pointless conversations again. Hoping you would text me again. It never came. Soon, you texted me 'please don't text me' I felt hurt. I did. So I waited and waited. It's now Friday, still nothing and so I say it. I said 'hey and sorry.' You soon texted me back saying 'please don't.' Well guess what, I will text you again, I don't care what you will say. It hurt when I got that text, it really did. And still does.
Every time I saw you on Skype especially when she was on. I always got the feeling you must be talking to her. It hurts when you never said hi. I missed having early morning, and late night chats on Skype. Each and every moment special to me. Every time we hung out, texted, skyped, slept over, just everything. I hold each and every memory close in my heart. I'm going to send you another text, again later(I already sent it) it might be a bit long haha. Sorry.. But that's how I show how truly sorry I am. All my feelings in that message. That's how I show how sincere and serious I am in this situation. I hope you notice that no matter what, if we are seperated, together, anything. I will always be there with you, anything and anytime you want to talk I will be there.

I don't know if you were joking or serious that day, and I know you won't say sorry no matter how much I want you too. You just aren't that kind of person.. But I just want you back. Not in the romantic way, you know what I mean. I just miss you. I hope you realize that I hope I have a special place in your heart too, and that I really am truly sorry. Please someday. Any day. Forgive me.

-Diwi

*Not my actual name. Just a nickname.

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