a/n idk where this chapter is gonna go but let's hope it goes somewhere. if anyone has any ideas about what they want I happen just comment!
zoe's pov
school dragged today, mainly because i was worried sick about evan all day. but alas, the day finally ended and we were dismissed from our last period. evan and i decide we both don't want to go back to our houses just yet so we go to the orchard, me telling my mom and evan telling his before we left since we'd both get killed if we went somewhere without telling them.
we finally arrive at the orchard and sit at a bench beside the lake and we watch the water for a while. it's peaceful. i rest my head on evan's shoulder and i feel him relax a little. eventually he rests his head on mine. i could stay in this position forever. worry and anxiety still eats away at me though. why would evan do that to himself? is it my fault?
"ev?" i finally pick up the courage to ask.
"mhm?" he hums in response. i felt the vibrations through his chest as he did it
"why... why did you do it? in the summer?" i feel his heartbeat quicken so i grab his hand and hold it tight.
"it's hard to e-explain. i-i guess i just felt really alone. i-i only really have you and-never mind" he whispered the last word, probably think that I wouldn't hear. i decided not to ask him what he was going to say since he clearly wasn't comfortable telling me. i get that.
a/n whoops that was really bad but i thought that i should probably update this
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