evan's pov
i'm currently sitting at the back of the bus on my way to school. i'm wearing headphones but nothing is playing through them because i'm only wearing them so nobody talks to me and because it helps block out the noise of all the students on the bus. my mind is racing. it's racing more than usual for so many different reasons. zoe knows now, the truth about me arm. the whole truth. she's the only person that know that i let go. i let go. i never really fully admitted that to myself. a feel a tear run down my cheek but i quickly wipe it off with my navy hoodie, luckily no one saw. no one ever sees. that's not the only reasons my mind is clogged with thoughts. zoe murphy, i repeat - the zoe murphy, who i have been in love with for god knows how long put a kiss at the end of her text. what does that even mean? just one letter and it changes the meaning (a/n one stroke and you've consumed my waking days). she was calling me ev as well. she only does that when she's either really happy, sad or when she needs to say something comforting. i like 'ev'. it's special because she's the only person that calls me it. it's our thing. i am shook out of my thoughts when the bus abruptly stops and we are at school. yay.
i walk off the steps of the bus to see a worried zoe. she smiles, but it's a pity smile - i can tell. her eyes are glazed over. great. i'm making her almost cry, god evan you're such a bad friend. she shouts "ev!" and runs up to me. i am engulfed in a hug. i start to cry and i think she does too. luckily i don't think anybody is watching. after what feels like an eternity, she let's go. the hug was warm and loving and i missed it the second it finished. "e-ev, promise me you w-won't do that again. p-please. i was so w-worried" she managed to get out in between sobs.
"zoe, i can't promise anything, you should know this"
she nods her head and grabs my hand. i look at her, slightly confused, but she doesn't see me stare at her, she is blushing though. she's cute. we walk into school and continue our day as normal. until school finishes. i go to her house.
a/n this is probably really bad. it's late at night and i haven't mentally prepared myself for school tomorrow so i'm writing whoops.
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a broken arm || dear evan hansen
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