Glorious Bastard -URBAN

|Chapter 11 |Blessed|

T O M M Y

So this is really what it all boils down to. Just because we're ' Newbies ' don't mean that we're going to play with you like one. We were going to find out who did this and shake things up for the worst. I called up a good friend Khaleel from the A and we plotted on what out next move should be. I wasn't going to go out like a busta!

A L E A H

This is just so stressful. Sometimes I want to quit but, my family has to eat somehow. I sat and watched as Tommy nem was on the phone with someone. I never expected him to be like this. My initial thought was to find these guys and blast them all at a time but he argued against. He said all this strategic things that made me want to pat him hard on the back and ask him why is he so smart. Literally everything he said was thought thoroughly. He's something special.

SIKE! I can't stand his smart ass. He's good in business but can be so annoying. Always bothering me. Why he got to always mess with my food knowing damn well I don't play about mines. A couple days ago him, Nemo, and Jeffrey had me eating ants. Yes! Real ones too!

" That's what your smart mouth having ass get" . They're going to get theres. They better watch their backs.

Z O E

" Girl you finally stop talking about him. Everyday, 'Jeff did this' , 'Jeffrey did that' , 'OMG he's so funny'" I mocked her.

" I was talking to his friend Nemo and he told Jeff that..."

"Oohhh lawwdd. Aren't you listening to yourself?"

" Ok ok. I'm gonna stop" Just like that she stopped but as if I were a test Jeffrey walked up. She simply looked at me and laughed. I'm not going to make it to see the end of this. Makaveli was so adorable and I was stunned to have her as a friend. She was one of those tall girls. She was skinny but, her beauty made up for it. She could dress and her hair stayed fleecy. I always had to keep a light skinned baddie near me.

There was no way I was going to let that Goofy Jeffrey get close to here. HE didn't know anything about commitment. I wasn't cock blocking but I want to title it was keeping him from being a few feet more than 6 ft. under and her heart intact.

Her brother though. That Tommy guy is a whole blessing. Tatted, he's smart, and considerate. His physic made you want to believe like he was like the others but as soon as he opened his mouth you learned something new. I know it's not just me and my sapiosexual ways but whoever he was with would be lucky. He really can catch this case for the kid.

I wanna get boo'd up but thats not how life works now. Everything so temporary and I refuse to settle for less than I'm worth. Things will fall in place in due time.

M A K A V E L I

All I can do is continue to think God for the blessings on top of blessings that he continue to send in the way of my loved one. I never envisioned life to be like this. Back in the P, I always had in my head I would continue to struggle until I go off on my own, hustle to the top, then help everyone but he had his own plan.

I'm able to shop now instead of window shopping. I can do hair for money instead of always asking to lend money from others. I don't even have to know you but, if I see you're in need I will do my best to help.

I was looking up my husband's tour schedule cause I was determined to go. I couldn't find a way to ask Tommy though. He didn't like me being in a setting where there is a lot of people especially with his line of business. I was going to go no matter what though. I just had to think of a game plan. Come to find out it was coming up on the day of my G-Day! Ohh yeah! Its a must now. I texted Zoe Letting her know. She's probably annoyed by me and all these crushes but she'll still live lol.

I was in daze finishing my d drawing of I don't know why yet. I was just sketching a female face. I got a call from a number that wasn't saved but I knew who it was. From the area code told me it was Pistol County area where I used to stay. Teo or my Father could be the only two. More like, I could have been my papa because he was telling me how he wanted to come see us. I slipped up and told him that we moved to Florida but, I told him not to say anything to anyone. What harm could he bring. Thats my papa bear. I missed him so much. I didn't answer cause I didn't want to slip up and tell anymore than I should have.

We don't have anything against him. Well, me and Tommy don't but my mother sure does. HE's a professional hitman and been that he was young he didn't know how to make time for his job and family. I don't hold a grudge because he tried and never gave up on us. My mom threw him out the house saying he was being a bad model for Tommy. Knowing anyone who traffics in that field its never been easy to simply quit. Its a process. While still living in Peoria, when the new school year started, me and Tommy lied and told mama that we let out a hour later so we could secretly meet up with him. I wasn't going to be the one to complain though. I got food when I needed for my little scrawny butt.

I know it was hard for my mom and thats when she became a junkie. It was stress. She would yell and cuss us out for no reason which made Tommy be out of the house most of the time. Everything happens for a purpose and I found my love for art in this dark era.

I remember one time when she sold out dryer to get a check. That was a pro and and can. The money she didn't use for drugs. No she wasn't like that. If she wanted drugs she would work and make money on a separate note and do what she wanted. But, this money gave us coats, boots, and clothes for the cold weather up there. But, I slept on the dryer in the winter to keep my small body warm.

I smiled thinking of the progress and prayed for many blessings to come. I also say thanks for me to be so young and have my eyes open and woke to see the obstacles. I'm able to look back and know where not to go back to. I be sure to say thank even for the smallest things to show I'm grateful.