"Like, I could tell you a story about myself and you could find it inspirational. Ones where there are plenty of times I could have gave up, but I told you my mind process behind why I didn't give up. It gives you the type of hope, that motivation t...
Cymone sent some pictures to my phone and send she's send the rest my email. I gave her the address to one of the houses we used for storage. I got some pretty good shots. I even got to snap up with the famous King Louie, Arsonal and a DJ well known. DJ asked to cop some merch so I handled that for him. I originally didn't want to take the pics but she said it would be good for publicity so I guess.
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I took the few things that I had and fixed them in the new apartment we were staying at for the moment as a safe-house. First thing I did when I got home was take a bomb nap. I was going to work after.
M A K A V E L I
Nemo swears up and down that he's not good at nothing but this hustling lifestyle. Right now it was only us two, Aleah balled up in fetus position watching us on the couch and Tommy sleeping.
I snuck into Tommy's room a took one of his shoes. We were going to spazz it up.
" I messed up" he put them down ready to quit.
" There's no such thing as messing up in art. Just improvise form there." I tried to uplift him. Oh boy. If he messed these up it's our butts.
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I was texting Zoe while still having my Art's and Crafts session. It's not my fault I catch feelings fast. I needed her advice. Jeffrey already knew that I was feeling him at one point. Now it would seem like I'm homie hopping. I should've stayed at square one with Teo but Tommy was ready to kill him. Literally.
It started by me just trying to help. I already got Tommy head out of this. He got a clothing line inspired by me, and Nemo could design shoes. They could work together. Justin didn't want to stay in this lifestyle anyways. He even admitted that we wasn't about that life from the jump. Jeffrey on the other hand. I don't know. He really don't know how to do anything else. I would have to think hard for him.
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" Alright I'm done" Making his final decision to quit.
" They turned out good." I went into my recreation box and changed the laces just to make them look better then BOOM! caught red handed Tommy woke up.
I tried to hide it behind my back but how can someone as small as me hide a size 12 shoes behind them. It just wasn't possible.
" It looks nice don't it?" I tried to get myself out of this situation. He snatched his shoes from hands and told us to go play outside or something. I grabbed my journal and a couple of writing utensils and we left to a place I don't know yet.
I was still new here so I was following Nemo.
A L E A H
I felt weak and Lord know that last person I would want to cry in front of is Tommy. I was surprised that he wasn't laughing at me. I knew I wasn't the best partner and person to work with.
" I didn't see his face, I didn't get a chance to see the car tag either".
" Well, that's no help" He sat with his hands in his face. I covered my cold body beating myself on the inside. I haven't been home in forever. I buy clothes from Walmart and just wear sweats and a tank everyday. Who worries about getting cute when your life is in danger?
I started crying again. I looked weak but, I didn't care at this point.
" Why are you crying?" He looked up at the sound of my sniffles.
" I'm about to die. There's nothing left to do" it was hard to me to make out my words. I just wanted to make my parent happy but, that would never happen.
" Nobodies dying. Come here" I scooted closer and he helped me wipe my tear. I laid on him and he didn't move me.
If I was him I wouldn't even treat myself right. I can be so stuck up some times and I give everyone a hard time. It's been like that since my brother died and when Tommy came it only got worst because I thought I was going to get a shot at the top but some guy from Illinois comes out of nowhere and steals the show.
He gently rubbed my back calming me down. His embrace felt warm I couldn't deny.
"What you go to school for again" I felt the vibration of his voice through his chest.I was confused on why he wanted to know but Aleah he's doing you a favor. Keep it simple.
"Phycology, why" he didn't answer right away. He never did actually. He always picked his words before they escaped his lips.
" We're going to have to put that learning to the test" He got up, stretched and left the room without a word.
"Uhmm, hellooo". I know he didn't just leave me here alone. I scooted back and covered myself. I just stared in mid-air until he decided he wanted to come back. I don't know how long I can do this.
