"Like, I could tell you a story about myself and you could find it inspirational. Ones where there are plenty of times I could have gave up, but I told you my mind process behind why I didn't give up. It gives you the type of hope, that motivation t...
"WAYYMEENNT" I was in so much shock I couldn't believe my eyes.
I called Jeffrey over.
" He was here the whole time?"
I was looking over the picture Cymone sent me. Both to my phone and through the mail. I was making sure I took this seriously. This hustling wasn't the lifestyle for a grown man to brag about no more.
"Yea, that's my homie. Jit funny" There he go using that Florida slang. It took me a while to adjust but, I understand. Back to the point though.
I looked at the pictures and at him agin.
" For real. Like from start to finish?"
" He was there both days we shot"
I called my mom in too. How could he have been there and I didn't see?
"WHo's this?"
She gasped really loud obviously as surprised as me
M A K A V E L I
I flat ironed my bang again and decided on a fit. Today is the day I finally get to go to a Lil Durk concert. That's my whole husband. Tommy, Nemo and Aleah are tagging along.
Aleah sent me a picture of her makeup cause I asked. She rarely did wear it. With or without she was gorgeous to me. I did her a favor and forward to Tommy. They was fronting on each other.
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I wore a black turtleneck halter top with a black bomber on top, high waisted jeans, and matte black 7s Nemo made for me.
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It was likeI had ants in my pants. I couldn't sit tight.
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Three hour drive to a city over we goofed the whole time. It wasn't as funny at first because Jeffrey wasn't here but we ended up Factetiming and the rest was jokes. Tommy was feeling some type of way today. He seemed disturbed. He zoned out very often too so they jokes got dry after a while without his smart comebacks. -
"Hurry up!" We made a quick stop to eat and then we drove the rest of the ten minutes.
When we got there I simply waited for the car to be put on park then hopped out. I awaited my good afternoon.
It didn't take long for me to spot the tour bus. A group of guys walked out and I spotted my husband by he picked out rattail.
I helped them take their seat belts off and ended their discussion,. I walked quickly so I could get a picture before the show started.
It took a while but, I eventually did ask for a picture but I his manager I'm guessing said we had to wrap it up. Cock blocker.
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I peeped how Bae was matching my fly but classier with the designer.in the pic he even had his lil hand wrapped around me but we not going to speak on that. I smiled in my head
- They started playing throwbacks like "Bang Bros" and "Dis ain't what you want" first then progressed to the new ones. I was slowly losing my voice. Everyone was having a good time I could see. Some drunk already and so,e passing blunts around. I wasn't on that but I was still having fun.
A L E A H
Tommy went out to the car. We wasn't feeling it I could tell so I just went to accompany him. I knew Nemo probably wanted some alone time with Makaveli. I been peeping game but never intruded. He knew not to do the most anyways.
The phone rang and the caller ID let me know Justin called. I answered and he asked to put on speaker so we both could hear.
" For one, I see that one lil foolie that was dissing you. He's in the store right across from me. I'll blow him off." If it was up to me I would give him the green light to do so. He's mad disrespectful. For a youngin he had a lot of mouth.
"Nah, spare him. We got more important stuff to worry about." They got to talking about the one dude we still had custody from the gun club. He as beating around the bush only giving us information when Tommy asked but by bits.
" Why you choose to spare him?" I asked once they finished talking.
" He's a nobody. He's just doing that for some clout. If I wanted to I could've stopped him from the jump." That was true. He sent his first " threat" message on the back of a billing paper with his address in it. I would agree he wasn't too smart.
" Plus, I love my brothers so why would I get him caught up and have him go to jail. If I love him like I said I do I wouldn't want him to be in jail. Any of my guys. I want all of my niggas out here with me getting money, grinding together."
" And you said you graduated high school right?"
" Yea" I could hear the confusion in his voice.
" You so smart. Why don't you go to school and be something bigger instead of risking your freedom."
" I can't work under people no more." I could tell he didn't like to bossed around from Day 1. Neither do I but, I'm still living. I shook my head.
It blows me till this day. I even did a school report on it. People that go to school just learn things that are academically good. It may help in the real world but not really for the long run. If you sit and talk to someone who grew up in the streets, especially the elderly, you would learn more life lessons. It's like they were learning to survive and that's all they've been battling. I could see nothing but wisdom every time a word come out of Tommys mouth. I could say I was a sister from the struggle but in Illinois I knew it wasn't a joke.
