"Like, I could tell you a story about myself and you could find it inspirational. Ones where there are plenty of times I could have gave up, but I told you my mind process behind why I didn't give up. It gives you the type of hope, that motivation t...
Currently upset I sat in the car fidgeting with my art supplies. I got caught on the phone with Teo again by Tommy. If he just let me do things I wouldn't have to do it behind his back. I had a hair appointment but he won't take me so I'm going natural until then. It really is a hassle having to flat iron my hair every morning and the tame the frizz. I was ignoring him cause that was bogus of him. I drew on the translucent paper then flip it to soak on my skin and it work. I tried it on clothes but I didn't think it would work on my skin too. I dug through to look for my outline to darken and make the 'Tatt' more vivid. Lastly I covered with skin crème and an oil. Since he wanted to be bogus I was going to get him to think this was real. He said I couldn't get anymore but, I was content with what I had for the moment. I completed the whole right sleeve along with the ones I already had and I was only a sophomore. The one reason he let me is because he saw how passionate I was about art and I was just drawing anything on me. Everything had a meaning and in a way motivated to too push forward. The last one I got was the ladybug on my hand with a crown reminding me of Chucky.
I took a picture of the 'tattoo' on my leg. It looked so real. I added more of the crème so that it looked fresh and had that shiny to it.
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I escaped the dark and headed in the house. My mom finally found her a job and worked overnight so I guess he took that as an opportunity to let everyone. I probably wouldn't know anyone in here but Jeffrey if he was here. I wished I wouldve called Zoe over but it was too late in the night now.
I walked in putting my mad face on and straight to the kitchen.. Play it cool. Tommy walked in and I looked at him. HE looked at me but, didn't say anything. He was pretty good at playing this petty game. I had to give him his props. I finished making myself a sandwich and mixed and ate it alongside with some hot muchies and he left to tend to his guests. He wasn't looking down at my leg so I had to get his attention. They were discussing something that seemed serious so I didn't interrupt just yet.
" HEYY MAMMAA" I answered when she called on the house phone.
" Hey babe. I've been calling you all day."
" Tommy got my phone , ' member?" She laughed. Everyone who knew thought this was just so hysterical except me. I don't know why he even takes my stuff. My father is in Illinois not Florida. We continued a casual conversation before she asked for Tommy. I swiveled through the group of people circling him to hand him the phone. On my way back he pulled my arm preventing me from moving forward while he continued to talk to Ma on the phone. I forgot I was following through with my plan. I kind of hoped that he didn't see it cause I didn't want to do this anymore. I was tired and ready to just shower and tap out. After they exchanged, ' I Love You's' he hung up.
" MAKAVELI WHAT THE FUCK IS ONE YOUR LEG" he was really loud with it too. I still had my back turned towards him but, just turned my face.
" What are you talking about?" I looked on the sides of my leg knowing well that's not where I placed them.
