*Your P.O.V*
Skipping back to the small house I once used to live in, I looked down at all the people. They all seem so happy, just with the little to none materials they have. They're just living life, ignoring the fact that they don't have any money, which was me a few years ago. I wasn't the selfish, stupid child you know now, I was once a person who cares about everyone and everything. But then as I grew up and out of that small body, I started to slowly care only care about myself. Which I'm ashamed to admit. But I can't just act like it didn't happen. That's probably why everyone bullied me at school. I was to selfish to worry about my surroundings, to the point where it annoyed people, which can be the reason they bullied me. Note, I wasn't always like that. I was once aware about my surroundings and the people around me, and I wish I kept that with me. If anything, I'd go back in time to slap myself so I could go get my shit back together. Sighing, I went back to the small house I used to call home. The door was unlocked. Probably because Emilia still had hope that I'll come back. See? I was once like Emilia. Caring about even the people who should burn in a fire pit in hell. I took in a big breath and slowly entered the home.
"Hello?" I spoke up. Immediately, I heard footsteps come running towards my direction. It it sounded like more than one person were running to me. At that point and time, I knew I was fucked since I was tackled to the ground by a big hug. It was that little girl Emilia and that big dude Jack. I giggled. "Hey guys!!"
"FOR MARCO'S SAKE (Y/N)!!! DON'T DO THAT AGAIN!!!" (I'm the reference Queen!!) Jack's thick, Irish boomed through the house as he held me tighter.
"GOD DAMNIT (Y/N)!!! I THOUGHT YOU WOULDN'T COME BACK!!!" Emilia's accent popped up and she held me tighter too. She sounded like she was on the verge of tears. I told the slibings to let go so I could sit up properly. And I was right. Emilia was soooo close to crying her eyes out.
"Hey guys." I scratched the back of my head and gave they a small smile. "So, how have you been doing?" And just like that, waterworks came out of Emilia's eyes. She was bawling her eyes out. She tried to wipe some of her tears, but failed since even more came in. I opened my arms for a hug and she came in head first into my arms. I used my free hand to pat her on the head. "It's ok babe. Let it all out." I felt so guilty for doing this to her. Nevermind the fact that she's so young. She made me realize the mistake I've made and I reget it so much.
"(Y-Y/N-N)...I-I missed Y-you." She cried in my chest. I felt so broken since I did this much damage to a poor girl that could have easily been avoided.
"It's ok Emilia. I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere." I lied. I had to go back to the castle. I was here to get my stuff then leave. But you know what, I'll stay the night. But I'll have to leave early in the morning. I really don't want this to happen. I want to stay with them forever. But now I'm apart of this stupid thing with the King, my life is a huge mess right now. I used that free hand to wipe away a free falling tear. "You good dear?" Emilia nodded in my chest and pulled away from me to look at me. I frowned when I saw how pink her eyes were just from crying for 15 seconds. I used my thumbs to wipe away her tears, then hugged her again.
"W-why did you leave? Where did y-you go?" She asked.
"Remember they took me. I had nothing else to do. But this is the only time they'll let me free. So don't cry. Please don't cry Emilia." I chocked saying her name. She was like my world up until now. She was my everything. She fixed me up with her love and that all I needed. I can't take love, her love for granted. Emilia suprised me by doing what I did to her; using her thumb to wipe my tears. I giggled and got up from the ground. I helped Jack and Emilia up to their feet and we went to the living room. After, we just talked for the reminder of the night.
------Time Skip brought to you by a video that tells you I'm waaay too deep into the Internet...
(I'm one of those people who don't really laugh a lot. But if I can die watching this and you can't, bitch you need Jesus....)
As we watching T.V, Jack and Emilia fell asleep on the couch. I picked up Emilia from the couch and placed her on her bed. I didn't bother with Jack since he was so heavy, especially when he's asleep. I went back to Emilia's and started to pack my things I tried not to cry so hard so I don't wake up the little girl, but only a few tears slipped. Picking up the last thing of mine, which was one of my scarfs, I decided to leave it on Emilia's bed for her. I then walked up to her and kneeled down so I was about her bed's height. I moved some of her hair away from her face and looked at her sleeping face. She looked so at peace when she sleeped. I slowly leaned in to place a soft kiss on her forehead so I don't wake her up. I looked back at her and she on shook a little bit.
"I see you were about to take your leave." A certain Irish voice said, which was followed by a yawn. My head immediately when towards the door to see Jack, leaning against the door frame. I got up from the floor to walk over to him.
"Shhh. You can wake the child up."
"Even if I played any of Panic! At the Disco songs at full blast, I wouldn't be able to her up." He said. I pushed him outside of the room and closed the door behind me.
"So what do you want now?" I asked.
"I just wanted to say my goodbyes. I knew you weren't gonna stay." He said, sounding depressed. "You do know she's gonna extremely sad when she finds out you left."
"I'm aware." I said. I really don't want to break her heart again, but I have orders that I have to follow. "But please do me a favour. When she wakes up, tell her I love her dearly. And plus, I left my scarf of her bed."
"But that's not gonna cut it."
"Just, please Jack. Cut me some slack. I have things to do." Letting out a big sigh, Jack nodded his head. I placed my hand on his chin and used my thumb to rub his face. He smiled a bit. "I love you, Jack."
"Love you too (Y/N)." He repiled and I brought his head closer to me so I could kiss his forehead. A single teas fell from his eye. Using that same thumb, I wiped the tear away and forced him to look at me in the eyes.
"Please stay strong." I said. He nodded and came with me to the front door. I put on my shoes and placed my bag on my back. I looked back at Jack and waved him goodbye. He waved back. And that was it. I was off, back to that castle I was in. Ugh. Just thinking about them two brings me to tears. They are like my family and I wouldn't have done anything without them. Jack and Emilia are a massive part of my life, even if it was for a few months. And leaving them just rips me apart. I will miss them, and I mean it.
(AN: Idk why, but don't you have the urge to go back and listen to old songs. Like 'Fire Burning' by Sean Kingston or 'When I Grow Up' by The Pussycat Dolls? Because I really do. To be completely honest, today's music is actual shit, which is one of the factors I don't listen to today's music. Most of the songs on my playlist are songs from 2009 and back, with the exception of Melaine Martinez, Tøp, Fall Out Boy ect. So whenever I'm bored, I always go back and listen to some of them dope songs when I was a little baby!! 2009 had some dope songs then. So then what happened? How did music become shit? Same thing with TV shows. Where the hell is Kim Possible? Or Zoey 101? Shows like Girl meets World and such are actually shit. No offence. People should just created a separate channel on TV where it only has old stuff. Music included. But ANYWAYS
Thanks for reading,
And I'll see you,
In the next chapter.
BUH-BYE!!!
-Tasha.)
(Edit: lol I'm such a baby bitch. I cried while writing this chapter...)
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