Honest Fragile Hearts [DISCONTINUED]

Letters

Part VIII- Letters

-

shy

i wonder if i

could ever go near

your unbreakable glass

and fit inside with you

or if i could

ever still look you

in those big doe eyes

and smile by hello

but the courage

i had is fading

back in the darkness

when i feel your presence.

i can't go near

you but i can look

far from heaven to earth

and give you all my love you need.

-

Dear Ian John Waite,

Or should I call you John? I'm very confused. You know what? The heavens forbid me to write this letter but I won't hesitate to rebel and just take my pencil and paper.

Why are you so exciting? It's like- when I look at you, it already seems like I'm opening up some ravishing gift. Anticipating, Impatiently.

You're not that smart, but you have the brains. You're creative, funny and- there are many things to list but it would take up the whole letter. You're not that cute but I don't get how you pull me in one just glance of your shining bright eyes.

How I wish those stars shine for me, I wish the moon falls down on it's knees and just say that I can have the heavens with you. You were different from the rest, and you were annoying and agressive. I'm satisfied with you and your jokes, yet I can never satisfy you with my feelings. Can I?

I would catch your gaze, or see you staring at the corner of my eyes. I think that's me, or is it just that I'm misenterpreting something else. I like you so much and the best part is I don't know how.

Remember the time I got these feelings blooming? I was hooked up in a dare- and they thought I fancied you. It was weird really, It was simple yet the dare started something big and complicated. I never knew it could end this way.

Remember when I hit your eye accidentally? I was throwing an eraser to a guy at your back, and I didn't know how it reached your eyes, and we were both surprised.

I'm sorry but I'm thankful because of that- I got to talk to you. I wanted to say sorry a million times, but you said that it was fine and you accept my accidental fault. It didn't seem like it, It seemed as if you were mad.

Our classmates thought it was coincidence, I called it fate. They teased us about it, that time in English subject? The topic was about Love, and it's quotes.

"Love is blind." The short-freckled teacher said.

"Love hurts your eye." The rest chorused and my ears were burning as you laughed and glanced at me. They all laughed, I laughed. I thought you were strong to take the pain- 'cause you were a tough guy.

When I told my family about what happened, they laughed and told me it was destiny, it was meant for you.

Moving on, Our other teacher in History told us to explain our project. You were in the turn of table and the teacher was fond of your confidence. You made us laugh and I like you for that too.