The beautiful sky

Chapter 3: what will become of me

I wake with a feeling of being watched. I get up and get dressed in my lay around clothes, since schools over finally. I get my laptop out and start to listen to music and read a book. A few minutes past when I see rocks being thrown at my window I go to the window and my heart about dropped to floor..its Christen! I open up my window and he uses the tree by my window to get into my room. "well thanks for asking if you come into my room", I say as he heads to my bed and lays on it. He gives the command, " come here ". Shockingly I listen to his command and before I know it I'm sitting beside him. All I can say is, "yes? ". He smiles at me and then says, " I'm sorry about what Megan did to you, I told her to never do it again..". I say "thank you", and after that we just sat there in silence and just looked at one another. I think about what it would be like to kiss him. Wait, why am I even thinking about that ? I come back to the real world when Christen gets off my bed and heads for the window and climbs down the tree and leaves. Which...again leaves me alone. Like always. I don't know why every time I see him I get this weird feeling in my stomach. I decided to go get a shower and get back into bed. Again right before I go to sleep my phone starts to go off. I get my phone and again I have a text from the unknown number from the night before. I look and see what it says, and it reads "I told you to stay a way from Christen and than you have him in your room ! Bad things are coming your way. You will wish you never disobeyed my warning again !". Ok, so the first time this happened it was kinda funny but now its just getting creepy . I text the number back and I text , "what do you want from me?" and a minute later I get an answer , " to make your life not worth living, to take away all of your happiness and your hope. You don't want your little big secret to get out and everyone know who your father is do you ? oh yea I know who ..I did my homework, now stay away from Christen or your secret gets out !". I look at the message with shock. A wave of fear hits me hard. No one can know the story of my father, no one! Like every other night I cry myself to sleep, the only difference is this time I'm crying with fear behind the tears.
I woke up to alarm going off and I slowly open my eyes and I about scream bloody murder. Of all people who I get to see start in the morning, today it's Christen. He is sitting in a chair right by my bed! He smiles a big smiles and then the smile faded away and asks, " is someone trying to hurt you Bree? I hear you say ' please I will do anything just don't do it ', in your sleep ". Great...well now I know that I talk in my sleep. Instead, of answering his question I try to change the subject. I don't know why about I can feel myself blushing, when I say "w-what are you doing in my room? ". The only thing I get is a question in return. "can we hang out today? ". As I hear the words of that sentence, I get that weird feeling again in my stomach. ' I really got to figure that out and fix it ' I think to myself. I look at him and before I even think, my mouth lets out "sure ". He smiles that big smile again and he gets up and pulls me out of bed and walks to my closet and says "now, what are we going to wear today? ". I can hear the playfulness in his voice. I decided to let him choose what I was going to wear. To my surprise he picks my baby blue dress with white strips. I go and put it on and go back into my room. With no surprise, he is laying on my bed and when he sees me he smiles and says " come here please". Please?...alright I will go with it. I walk over to him slowly and shyly and I get beside him. After, a few minutes he breaks the silence by saying, " look..i know this is weird, with me just showing up and finally talking to you and...breaking into your room and all..". Weird, that's an understatement. But, with me being my loving self I say " it is a little weird, but not...that bad". He gives a shy smile and starts again, " Bree...I am new at this. I have never really tried to get to know a girl before so, I'm just going free style really..". I start to blush at his words. I am able to pull myself together to say, " That's OK. I have never really had a guy try to get to know me before...". We both smile at one another for what feels like forever! We decided that for me to stay on my mom's good side, he would climb down the tree and wait for me to come down stairs and meet him. I go down stairs, thinking my mom is still asleep, but with my luck of course she isn't right now. I get to the door and I start to turn the door handle when I hear from behind me, "and where do you think you are going, this early in the morning? ". I slowly turn around and try to come up with what I am going to say. I gather my thoughts and come up with, " I'm going to the library. I need more books if I'm going to survive the summer Mom. ". She starts to smile and says, " You and your books. Well, have fun dear.". I smile over this and head out the door and get into Christen 's car. After, a few minutes of driving I break the the silence. "Where are we going? " I ask in a sweet voice. He thinks for a minute and then says, " well...i know you don't normally have fun and neither do I so, we are going too break out of our shells today". He looks over at me and smiles and continues to drive. After, a good long drive he says " We are here". I look out the window and I see woods....yep woods?. I look at him with a questioning look on my face. He smiles at this and says " come on, we are going to have fun ". We start to walk into the woods down a path. We come to a lake. We decided to sit by a tree and look at the lake. " it's beautiful.." is all I can think of to say. He smiles, hugs me, and says, "just like you..". I see him blush for the first time. All I can do is smile and blush. I hold go my hand and say " alright..come on let's go ". He gives me a confused look but he takes my hand and walks with me to the lake. I'm very happy right now for some weird reason. I smile at him and I jump into the lake. To my surprise he follows me and joins me in the lake. He isn't trying to kiss me or do anything sexual. I feel every relax when I'm with him..i feel happy....?. What is happening with me???