Chapter 15: and life catches up

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* Christen and I wait for the doctor to continue. The doctor waits a moment and then says,  " I'm so sorry....but your girlfriend has cancer...but the babies are fine. Although,  if we continue with the pregnancy and not deal with the cancer she...could die.. But if we take the babies out now they could die. " The doctor leaves to let me and Christen talking about what we need to do.  " I am sorry baby,  but we need to let the babies go,  we can have more later but I can't lose you...i just can't. ",  he says this in a loving voice.  I can feel myself getting mad and than I say,  " No,  I want my babies to live. We have come this far...to far to give them up now. I will die and I'm OK with that just as long as our babies live."   He starts to object but I stop him by saying,  "No Christen this is my choice more than yours. I have had them growing inside me for eight months....their alive and they WILL have a life! ". He's crying now and so am I. All he does is nod and he walks out of the room,  with not another thought. I start to breath very heavy and I feel pain. I feel wet?  Oh my god no!  "Christen the babies!  Christen! ",  I scream this has loud as I can. Christen comes running in with the doctor. I'm pasting in and out. I can hear Christen say,  "push baby,  you gonna push". That's the last thing I remember before I past out completely...

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