The beautiful sky

Chapter 11 : What to do.

I wake to find Christen no longer by my side. Did he leave? Did he finally decide to leave me ? I get up and go to the bathroom. God , I hate feeling sick all the time. What am I going to do ? I need to talk to Christen about it, I know I do, but what do I say? Instead, of caring I climb back into bed, and I don't give it another thought . Soon after I fall asleep again. I am dreaming now . Me and Christen living happy ever after, forever. I don't want this dream to end, but of course I get woke up by Christen. "Baby, we have to talk about this. We have to talk about you and the baby. ", he says this in a sweet voice. He is still here ? He hasn't left yet ? "You....You love me still ?", I say in a sleeping voice. he smiles and says, "I will always love you baby. Now and forever. That being said we have to talk about the baby. " I nod and wait for him to start talking again. "I think we should keep it. Also, we need to talk to your mom about it. If she kicks you out we can get our on place, I was gonna talk to you about it anyways...its just...you know this came up." he says this in a loving and caring voice. Almost like he truly loves me. God I love him and he loves me. Maybe, the world is on our side after all?

*two weeks later *

Christen and I decided to go see a doctor about the Baby. I have always hated doctors. So it was not to my surprise when Christen never once let my hand go. It seemed like we waiting in that room for hours. He smiles that handsome smile of his and says, " I hope it's a boy". I smile and say, " it's going to be a girl, I know it, I can feel it ". After what seemed like forever the Doctor finally came in with the results. "Well, I have some very good news for you.", he says this in a happy tone. He walks over to us and says " would you like to know if it's a boy or a girl". Of course me and christen both say want we want to hear. The doctor laughs and says, " congratulations your having both".