The beautiful sky

Chapter 6: Bliss

-Warning this is a loving scene,  if this is not your thing skip this chapter -.

After we lay there for awhile,  with him moving his hands in my hair,  I decide to gain some balls and ask him the important question. "Why won't you let it happen?" I ask in my sweetest voice yet. Yea,  so what I'm baiting him Ok. There's a long  silence,  but then he finally say, " are you sure you want it to happen? ". As he says this,  he is running his fingers along my spin slowly. I let out a sigh and smile. I nod slowly, not really knowing what to say. He moves his lips to my ear and I can feel his lips smiling. I'm starting to feel myself melt under his touch. "How about we take slow?  Alright?",  he says this almost like a child would. Like,  a child begging,  but he knows he shouldn't. I nod fast and he laughs a little. He rolls me over so that I'm on my back. He holds himself up over me. He kisses me,  a few good times and than smiles and says, " that's enough for today ". I can't believe he just did that!  He rolls over to his side of the bed. I frown and roll over the opposite direction of him. I bury my face into my pillow. I feel a hand wrap around me. I push it away. Finally,  I hear "baby don't be like that. It's just not time yet." I pull my face up from the pillow and I say, " right...not time OK fine whatever. I mean it doesn't matter about what I want. Do you not feel that way about me,  or something?  I'm sick of playing this game! ". After that being said I return to my pillow. He doesn't say anything. Not a word. After a few minutes I feel a wave of sleep go over me.

When I wake up, Christen is no where to be found.  Go figure right ? I decide to get dressed and spend the day in bed and listening to music.  I check my phone and of course no texts from Christen, but what's even better is the fact that my unknown number person hasn't sent anything either ! I'm safe ! I feel sad over Christen and everything. Maybe, I pushed to hard? Maybe, he is right...it just isn't our time yet.  I go to my favorite pillow and bury my head in it. What?  This is how I get my feelings out ok! The only time I get out of bed,  is when my mom says dinner is ready. I go down and eat. The dinner was silent. After,  that I got back into my bed. After a few hours I decided to get a shower. A hot shower is just what I need right now. I put my head under the hot water and stand there. I hear a click and the shower door swings open. Christen,  with out saying a word,  steps into the shower with me. "What the hell! ",  I start to scream. Though,  that's all I can get out,  because the next thing I know Christian's lips are on mine. He pushes me to the wall and pins my arms to my side. He whispers into my ear,  "you win". I can feel a smiling forming with his lips to my ear. He kisses my lips one more time and than kisses down my stomach. He stops than and looks up. He smiles and says,  "may I wash you? ". The sound in his voice is clearly the tone of wanting me and only me. How can I say no to that?  I nod slowly. He slowly cleans every inch of me. And,  my god is it a great feeling. Him slowly touching me sends electric shock through my whole body.  Once, he is done cleaning me he picks me up, and carries me to my bed. He lays me slowly onto the bed.  He stands over me and smiles. " Are you sure, you want this ?", he says in a slowly and sexy voice. I nod and say, "yes, I am 100% sure.".  He starts to kiss me again and the night fades away. I wake and smile to find Christen asleep with his arms around. What ? You didn't think I would tell you all the dirty details did you? I am not that kind of girl, sorry.  I places my hand on his chest. His eyes slowly open and smiles that wonderful smile of his. He pulls me closer, and says "Good Morning beautiful ". I giggle and say, " and good morning to you too handsome". I cant believe that I am happy, like really happy. Is it normal to feel so at one with yourself and happy? My life is finally starting to get positive.  Will it last ? I hope and pray it does! Or will my unknown number person make it all come crashing down ?....