The beautiful sky

Chapter 5: Happiness is a wonderful thing

. I wake up to a smile on my face. Its Saturday, and usually my Saturdays had to do with me staying at home and reading. Though, today its different me and Christen are going hang out again today. As I'm getting dress I start to get a feeling of butterflies in my stomach. Today is the day that Christen meets my mom. He wanted to do it . But I'm over here like "are u fucking kidding me ?, do you know what you are getting yourself into ?". I hear the doorbell ring and I know right off that its him. My mom yells from downstairs and says , " He is here honey". After she says that she is going on and on about how she is so happy that I have a man in my life now. I mean dang , thanks mom for making It known that I was lame. She opens the door and I see Christen smiling with two things of flowers in his hand. He walks in and my mom says , "oh wow look honey he brought you two things of flowers !". He gives me a wink and turns to her and says " one of these are really for you Miss. Woods. After he and mom talk for a good few minutes we decide to leave. We decided to go to the lake again, but this time as our real first date. We have lunch sitting by the tree. There's a long silent and then he says, "there's something I need to talk to you about". I start to get of what it could be. I give a confused look and wait for him to talk. "I feel different when I'm around u..I can't explain it but I can show it. Can I show you? ". I feel my heart start to race. I know what he means and I should said no but I smile and nod. He helps me to my feet and holds me still with he's hands on my waist. He is way stronger than me so I know I'm not going anywhere, nor do I want to. I know I'm starting to brush. I look but and look into his eyes and he does the same to me. At that moment it is like everything around us is gone and it's just us. Now both of us are smiling. "Stay still and don't move ", he says into my ear. He lets go of my waist and he moves one hand to spot of my slower back and the other to my face. Feeling his touches sits me off. I want him and only him. I reach for him but he moves my hand away. He smiles and says, " I know what you want, but it's not time yet ". I frown and he kisses my cheek and then my lips. We stand there awhile, and he says " don't be upset, it's just not time ". How can I not be upset over that? Do I never get what I want..no! I tell him to take me home and he does. He gives me one quick kiss and I go inside and go to my room. I change clothes and then jump onto my bed and let out a big sigh. I grab my pillow and put it over my face and then I let out an overly need scream of frustration.

7 months later

Its been seven whole months that me and Christen have been together. I can't believe it! Although, I'm still frustrated. Through all those seven months I tried and tired to get what I want. Him and all of him, but did I get it? No, of course not. Christen and I are going on a dinner date tonight. And I am getting what I want for sure tonight. I wear the sexiest thing I have in my closest. That would be my low cut blue dress with white strips. What I didn't think I would ever have a boyfriend to dress sexy for OK! Has I'm getting ready, my phone starts to go off. I look at my phone checking the text messages. I stare at it in shock. It reads, "I warned you Bree to stay away from Christen and you didn't. See him again and I will hurt you Bree that is a promise.". Right when I get done reading the texts I hear a car horn go off and I know it's Christen. What the fuck I'm going to do now? I have to tell him I can't go out tonight, but what is going to be my reasoning why I can't? I decide to call him. Just a few minutes into the phone ringing he answer, "Hey beautiful. Ready to go? ". I start to fake cough and say, " actually I'm really sick. I don't think I'm well enough to go out tonight. I'm so sorry honey". I wait for him to say something, but what I hear is the phone on the other end go off. He hung up on me? Did I hurt his feelings that bad? Oh god! I sit on my bed feeling really bad. I hear a bang on my door and the door flies open. I let out a drop dead bloody murder scream and I fall off my bed. I hit the floor hard. Right at that moment I let out a slow, "fuuuucccckkk". I look at the door and what do I see? I see a Christen laughing so hard that he is holding onto the door. When he finally stops laughing, he helps me onto my bed. He smiles and says, "I'm sorry". I roll over the opposite side of his direction. I frown and say, "what are doing here? ". He wraps his arms around me and says, " well I'm staying the night with you, and yes I already talked to your mom.". Dang..he's good. I roll over to face him. "What is wrong beautiful? ", he asks in the most sweetest voice ever. I can't tell him I just can't. I put on a fake smile and say nothing. The person who sent me those texts, can't see us in my own room..right? I hope not.