𝒮𝓂𝒾𝓁ℯ ℱ𝓁ℴ𝓌ℯ𝓇 ❀ ℬℯ𝓎ℴ𝓃𝒹 𝒯𝒽ℯ 𝒮𝒸ℯ𝓃ℯ ✔

f i v e

JIN ;

i leaned my head to the wall as i talked to my mom through the phone.

i smiled at how cute my mom is when she worried about me and the members. what were we eaten, how was the schedule and blabbering about my health and so on.

she really does love me.

" don't worry, omma. i could take care of myself. and the members. "

" don't overwork your body too much, 아들 (son) "

".. and i wanted to know that i'm proud of you. i have faith in you. you know that right, 아들 ? " i'm trying to hold my tears to burst out because i don't want her to worry even more.

" always mom. i love you~ 안녕 ~~~ "

i will make you proud of me, mom. even if i need to relive another life.

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JIMIN ;

i took a glance at taehyung to make sure if he really okay to do the show tomorrow.

" you really okay, right? " taehyung nodded and smiled at me. he then grabbed my wrist and pull me in front of the mirror.

" let's practice now. "

it was peacefull and happening because they joke around and laughed a lot until ㅡ

jin hyung asked me to teach him the boy in luv choreography. i teach him. i swear i teach him for many times but he still keep messing it.

" i'm sorry, jimin-ah but can you teach me one more time ? i can't catch up early. " i sighed and instructed him to do the right choreography.

" you need to do this. "

" and this "

" and this "

" and then, this. "

" it's simple but why you keep messing it ? "

i'm actually surprised by the sudden increases of my voice's octave. i think i'm annoyed with him, wanting to practice the same thing over and over again.

" o-oh, i'm sorry jimin-ah. i will do better. i just can't catch it up. it's too hard for me. " i sighed. then why he play along like he knew about the choreo already.

" then keep practicing, hyung! aren't you tired of people mocking you and us ?! because i'm tired ! " shit. my voice keep increasing and it obviously seems like i'm angry at him.

" yah- 그만해. 형이잖아. " namjoon hyung came and dragged me away from jin.

" then what should i do ?! i keep practicing but it doesn't improve. i'm not talented like you ! it's just too hard for me ! i'm sorry ! " jin shouted back at me with an angry eyes. i could see his ears were red as well as his eyes.

" improve your skills or leave then !! "

shit. jimin what are you doing ?!

i could feel namjoon's gripped became loose. i looked at jin and then the members. they all looked at me with disbelief eyes.

" if you say so. " jin left the practice room and slammed the door.

i ran my hands through my hair roughly. " ARGHHH !!! " i kicked the wall out of anger.

my eyes became hotter and i can feel a warm drop of water coming from my eyes.

i could heard everyone leave the room and namjoon hyung said " i'm disappointed with you " and leave.

what do i do ?

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