𝒮𝓂𝒾𝓁ℯ ℱ𝓁ℴ𝓌ℯ𝓇 ❀ ℬℯ𝓎ℴ𝓃𝒹 𝒯𝒽ℯ 𝒮𝒸ℯ𝓃ℯ ✔

e l e v e n

HOSEOK ;

everyone but jimin had gathered in the living room. the situation was  obviously tension and i could see namjoon was going to explode.

it had been 3 years now since our debut and we quite famous since our latest comeback. we grew together and we share our problems together but this problem doesn't seems like any of us know.

the reason why jimin doesn't here in this gathering because he is in his room, with an IV drip in his capillary.

he literally starving himself.

honestly, i am blaming myself for not taking good care of him, since we always together and he seems okay like a normal people. he out of people, who are the most cheerful person ever, so i didn't expect any suspicious thing.

while we were having our breakfast, he wasn't there because he said he was tired and i believe that since we barely have time to eat and to sleep because of our packed schedules.

during lunch time, he basically eat 2 or 3 piece of meats and a plain water but none of us literally paid attention to it since we were rushed to complete the show.

and during dinner, not everyone were showed up at dining table. we were tired and our energy were drained. we prefer to drift into dreamland than full our belly.

i thought jimin were just like us, not eating because of tired and hectic months but he purposely starved himself because of the comments.

that stupid comments again

" can anyone tell me what the hell happened to jimin?! " bang sihyuk PD's voice made us stuttered and we quickly get on our feets. we didn't dare to look at him in the eyes.

he can be really scary when it comes to something like this. about our physical and mental health.

" rapmonster, you tell me since you're the leader. " bang sihyuk PD move his feet to go in front of RM but he just hanging his head low and stay quite.

not having the answers from RM, he just went to jimin's room and slammed the door.

we sighed.

" it was honestly my fault. if only i didn't told him he looks like a pig, he wouldn't starved himself. " jin confessed. his eyes was full of regression and sorrow.

" aniya hyung. i think it's my fault. if only i didn't mocked him for his weight and height, he probably be here and laughing with us. " said jungkook. he always like that.

" we all know that you and jimin always make fun of each other and. you did that numerous times so i didn't really think that its your fault... " seokjin hyung said and rubbed his hands on jungkook's back. he tried to calm the youngest because he burried his face to his hands and keep crying.

" .. also, we just need an explaination from jimin. i get that we try to blame ourselves here, but none of us know the real situation. "

we nodded and just sighed. we don't know what we do wrong. everything have been fun and joyful for the last 2 years. and now, we're back to the deep point.

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3rd POV ;

jimin hissed as he slowly opened his eyes, his vission was not clear and all he can see was blurry white background with the few heads, that he sure that were his members.

" JIMIN HYUNG IS AWAKE ! " a voice shouted and jimin sure it was  jungkooks'.

" y-yah.. your scream makes my head dizzy. " jimin said as he massage his temples, trying to relieve his headache.

" JIMIN MY MOCHIIIIII TOOK YOU LONG ENOUGH TO WAKE UP !!!!! " taehyung said as he rushed to jimin and hugged him.

jimin caught off guard for a moment but smile after that and gave a small pat to taehyung. he mumbled a small " it's okay, i'm okay now. " and let out a little laugh.

" you can laugh?! you scared the shit out of me, you jerk! " yoongi gave a smack on jimin's head and turn around to hide his obviously after-and-about-to-cry face.

" jungkook-ah, don't you want to hug me? " jimin asked because he can see jungkook trying his hard to hold back his tears and clenched his jaw to make sure he didn't let out any noises.

he then ran towards jimin and hugged the older. " don't do that again, hyung. i'm scared of losing you. " he and taehyung hugged jimin a little tighter and both of them let out a sniffed and tears.

jimin couldn't do anything but pat his friends's back. he knew he was wrong, he starving himself for a reason and non of it were the members's fault. it was fully his decision and he knew he needed to take responsibility of it.

" i'm sorry. i won't do that again.... "

jimin was having a mixed emotions. part of him were sad and mad that he couldn't hide that secret from his members ,

but the other part of him were happy that his members actually care about him ㅡ made him feel like he's not worthless and unwanted ㅡ and he finally realised that he have friends and they gonna be with him through thick and thin.

" if you excuse us, i can make jimin happy with all of these food. " jin said as he walked in with hoseok and namjoon, and with the whole soup, lunch set and side dishes that were made for jimin.

jimin's eyes were wide open. how can i finish all of this?!

taehyung and jungkook scooted to the side of the bed and leave jimin alone at the center of his bed.

" before you eat, you gonna tell us what made you think to starve yourself to deaㅡ " namjoon said but he couldn't finished his words because hoseok cut his words off.

" it's not to death but still, what you're doing is wrong. "

the others nodded as they totally agree with hoseok.

" jimin-ah, if you have any problems, remember that you have 12 ears to hear your problems, 12 shoulders to cry on and 12 hands to hold you tight. " jin hyung spoke as he carressed jimin's hair.

" well ㅡ " jimin rubbed his neck, awkward and scared of what the others should think about him.

he was scared that they might hated him.

" it was all began with this website ㅡ "

to be continued hehhehehhe