Need You Now *Ready To Love Again sequel*

Chapter 8,ish

"That's not what I said! I never fucking said that!"

"Watch your language Perrie! you're 14 for God's sake! That's no age to be cussing!"

"You can't tell me what to do! You haven't been here for me in years! The only comfort I get is from Zayn!"

"You're to young for a boyfriend! Go to your room, your grounded!"

"I fucking hate you!"

"Good! I hated you since the second I found out your mum was pregnant!"

"Why don't I just kill myself?!"

"Go ahead, nobody would care anyways!"Little did I know that was the last thing my dad would ever say to me.

Tears streamed down my face. I flipped him off and ran to my room. I slammed the door shut and fell to the floor. I cried my eyes out. He said that to me on my 14th birthday, and I believed him. I got up slowly and fell onto my bed. I cried myself to sleep, like I had been doing for the last 2 monthes. I pulled out my phone.

To Zaynie ♥

Hey I'm depressed  :(

From Zaynie ♥

Why baby?

To Zaynie ♥

My Dad

From Zaynie ♥

Again? Do you wanna come over to my place?

To Zaynie ♥

Can you sneak over here? I'm grounded

To Zaynie ♥

Sure I can. I'll see you soon.

I walked over to my window and unlocked it so Zayn could get in. I took out a peice of paper and scribbled down a letter. I got a new peice of paper and wrote 3 pages of a letter to Zayn. I pulled out a bottle of sleeping pills, and opened the cap. I folded the pages and placed them on my bed. My breath grew shaky as I dumped all of the pills into my hand. 'This is goodbye' I thought as I shoved the pills into my mouth and swallowed them.It was 5 minutes until my vision grew blurry. I lost control of my body, and I fell to the floor.My vision started fading slowly. My breathing became heavy and soon I was gasping for air. I didn't hesitate to let myself fall alseep forever.

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My eyes opened, and I found myself in the hospital, with Zayn holding my hand.

"Zaynie?" I croaked out. His head shot up .His eyes were red and his face was tear stained.

"Pezza, I thought I lost you" He said in a weary voice.

"How did I get here?"

"I found you on the floor when I came over, and I read the letter, and I immediately called for a ambulance. Pez? Why would you kill yourself?" He said.

"Because my dad said that nobody would care, and I believed him." I said nerely crying.He hugged me and dried my eyes.

"I care, I always will" He said before pulling me into a passionate kiss. I was shocked at first,  but then closed my eyes. He pulled away after a few minutes.

"That was my first kiss Zaynie" I said.

"Did you like it?"

"Of course I did" I said before he kissed me again.