I'm starting to lose hope
Its been 3 months sense shes been in the coma, and it hurts. Just expecting her to wake up, and how its been months and I haven't heard her voice yet. She's my life, and she's still asleep. Every day I sit next to her, hoping to see her eyes open.
"Perrie?" Jesy said in a soft tone, putting her hand on my shoulder. I shook my head.
"Perrie she'll wake up soon, trust me I know she will."
"But, what if she doesn't, what if she's asleep for another 3 months and I give birth to the babies without her?" I said with tears streaming down my face. Jesy didn't say anything else. She knew I needed some space, because she walked out. I cried harder thinking of it.
What if I have give birth alone? What if she doesn't wake up at all?
I let go of Jades hand and ran out of her room. I ran down the hall, stopping to rest. Being pregnant's hard. I looked around and saw that I was close to the waiting room. I walked over to a window and saw a great view of the city. I stood by the window for a hour, before walking around the hospital some more. I walked to the cafeteria and got myself some food. I got 5 minutes alone until the paps showed up.
Oh god not again.
"Perrie, how far along are you?"
"Why are you still at the hospital?"
"Is the baby a boy or girl?"
"Where is Jade?"
"Is it true that you are secretly seeing Zayn Malik?"
I've had enough of this shit.
"I don't appreciate being constantly asked questions all the time, just so you know, I would NEVER cheat on Jade, because I love her too much to hurt her! And I rather not tell information about my babies, so would you do me a favor and leave me the hell alone?" I spat at them. I walked past all of them, and went back to Jades room. I sat down in the chair that I haven't left for along time. I calmed myself down, and instantly looked at Jade.
Nothing has changed.
She lies in the same position, eyes closed and no sign of moving anytime soon. Her heart moniter goes at the same pace as always, never changing. She's okay, but she's just not awake. My eyes water up again, as my mood changed from angry to sad.
"Jade, wake up." I said.
Nothing.
"Jadey please wake up!" I sobbed.
Nothing.
"Jade, I need you to wake up! I can't sit here all the time, it hurts me to see you not awake! I wanna see your eyes! I wanna hear your voice! I wanna feel you hold my hand! I wanna kiss you, and feel you kiss back! I wanna know if you're gonna be awake in time to help me deliver the babies! I can't do it without you! I need you awake! My life is incomplete without you. I need you to wake up, for me." I said, voice cracking. I got up and walked closer to Jade. I couldn't help but to leaned closer to her.
"Please wake up baba." I whispered against her lips, before kissing them softly. I knew she wasn't gonna kiss back. I was about to pull away, when something stopped me.
I could feel our lips moving in sync.
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Sorry for the short chapter, I just had to update.
oh, and I will be publishing a new fanfic soon!
its a Jesy and Louis fanfic.... dont ask why, just know that im gonna write it :P
Okay, im gonna go but remember, never ever take your tablet to lunch, someone will try to read your fanfic...*Coughs*ziall-jerrie*coughs* sorry, my allergies are acting up.
ha, im gonna go now
bye amazayn people!
-Siobhan;)
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