One month. It's been a month and Jade hasn't woken up yet.I spend every waking minute next to her, hoping she'd open her beautiful eyes. Jesy and Leigh-Anne force me to eat, and every once in a while they'd force me to go home. I finally got a small baby bump, and whenever Jesy or Leigh forced me to go home, I'd talk to my unborn children and say stuff like how I miss Jade, and how I want her to be here with me. When I'm sitting next to Jade, I'd hold her hand and have the other one resting on my bump.
Today was like the others, I was sitting next to Jade holding her hand and waiting for her to awaken. I checked the time, 11:45 am. Eh, might as well have lunch.
"I'll be back soon Jadey, I'm just gonna go get some lunch." I said, even tbough I don't know if she can hear me. I kissed her cheek and walked out. I started walking down to the cafeteria, walking down the long hallways by myself. I longed for Jades touch, her voice, her smile, her kiss, her. I miss my Jadey. I walked down to the cafeteria, got some food and sat down by myself. I looked down and saw that I had food in front of me, and Jesy or Leigh didn't put it there! I must've been hungry. I started eating my sandwich, when I heard some girl say,
"Is that Perrie Edwards? " What? How do people know who I am? Am I being stalked? I looked around, and saw these two girls. Then, it hit me that I was in Little Mix. Wow, I just had a massive blonde moment. Can't help it, it just happens. The girls came over to me and asked for a autograph. I smiled and sighed their phone cases, when one of the girls asked me a question.
"Why are you at the hospital? " My eyes widened. Quick, make a excuse or something! I thought.
"Umm, I'd rather keep that private." I said. She just nodded.
"Are you pregnant? " The other one asked. Theres something I knew I forgot to do, tell the Mixers that I'm pregnant.
"Can you girls keep a secret?" I asked. I know they are probably gonna tell people, but I really don't care.They both nodded. I mentioned for them to come closer.
"Yes, I am pregnant. " I said quietly. They started squealing and jumping up and down.
"How long have you been pregnant? " They asked.
"Uhh, 2, almost 3 months." I said rubbing my bump.
"I bet the baby is gonna be so cute!"
"Not just one baby, I'm gonna have twins" I said. They just started cheering some more.
"Karsyn, Monika, lets go!" A male voice said in the background.
"Thank you so much for the autographs, and don't worry, your secret is safe with us." One of them said before they ran off. I waved before going back to eating my lunch. Finally, I'm technically alone! Aside from the unborn humans inside of me, I was alone. I sat in the cafeteria, bored and eating a boring sandwich. I pulled out my phone and started writing lyrics to a song that Jesy started. I started writing the chorus.
We are who we are who we are,
Pretty's just a pretty word,
And I'm gonna shine like a star,
Cos I'm the only me in this world.
Throw away the books and the magazines
I'm never gonna look like a beauty queen
We are who we are who we are,
And I'm just doing me, just doing me.
And I'm just doing me, just doing me.
After 30 minutes, and a boring as hell sandwich, I finished the chorus. I sent the lyrics to Jesy.
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Need You Now *Ready To Love Again sequel*
ספרות חובביםIn Ready to Love again, Perrie learned to trust and Love Jade Thirlwall. They were in a great relationship and were going strong, until something changes everything. Perrie's life changes in ways she didn't expect.She needs help, but most importantl...