Always Hidden: Words Like A Knife

Memories Destory Her

~Phoenix's POV~
I'm finally at work after the drive that seemed to go on forever! I'm so stoked to finally start our new mission.... I just wish I had a different partner. Not because I don't like him, it's just, he'll be a distraction. Anyways let's stop daydreaming before I crash my car instead of parking it. I walk into the room where Ivy and Parker are tracking the Mad's. Ugghh Mad's I can't believe I have to pretend to be something so terrible. All they do all day is walk around hunting for people, doing all the dirty work for a man who calls himself "The Mad Hatter"! PATHETIC! *breaths in heavily, breaths out heavily* Ivy and Parker Yell "FOUND EM!" At the same time and Ivy says "Shut up Agent Haze!" Parker just replies with a smirk. "Okay you can go tell Agent Moon and Walker to go retrieve to Mad's now" Ivy says. Zach and I go tell them they'll be back in about 1 hour. So I go listen to music while Zach goes doing whatever a "Zach" does.
~Time Skip~
I go into the girls change room still traumatized and Zach goes in his change room. We come out looking like twins and we get out of the S.S.C.I.U and head straight for the forest and we luckily don't talk because Mad's don't usually communicate using human sounds. "Hey keep heading straight and you'll eventually end up at an invisible barrier" Ivy says through my earpiece that is covered my the Mad's "Uniform". Zach starts to run ahead of me so I start trying to catch up and "SMACK" he runs right into the barrier. It took everything in me not to laugh.we take of our little hats and scan then then we both walk through the barrier. We walk for a long time what felt like 30 minutes then we finally reached the Mad Hatter's mansion. We once again scan our hats and are granted access. We start walking around like lost idiots. Then we walk by some fellow Mad's and just nod. We keep on wandering around and we go down to the "basement" and find out beds. We read the numbers on the beds together " 111, 112, 113, 114, 115, 116 and ... we found ours and they are right next to each other! OMG! anyways number 117 and 118. Did I mention how pervy this is, a whole building filled with girls (The Mad's) and one guy (The Mad Hatter). EWW! "Well I guess we should hit the hay?" I say questioning myself. "Yea let's do that" he says.
In dream land
Phoenix's Dream
I'm.... I'm walking and all I can hear is click click, click click, click click. It's so dark I can't see anything and I can't control my walking. But the noise it just rings through my head click
click, click click, click click! All I want is for it to stop! No, NO, NO! I start to hear more sounds. It sounded like a zipper. Zip, Zip Zip, Zip, Zip Zip! This feels so familiar. I feel like I'm running now and the zipping gets louder and then just stops. All of a sudden it spinning and then stop. I feel a sharp pain in my face and in my head. But I'm now being force fed, well I'm actually drinking something against my will. Now my heart beats faster AND FASTER AND FASTER! I'm moving but my feet aren't touching the ground. It's becoming brighter I can see now but it's blurry. Then I stop and my feel my feet on the ground again. I look up I see a mans face. Then all the noises stop and I hear "How did you enjoy yourself butter cup!" NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NOOOOOO!!!! It's happening again help me, HELP ME, HELP ME! He's kissing me! MAKE IT STOP, MAKE IT STOP, MAKE IT STOP. I try to scream but he pressing his lips on mine too hard. Finally he stops and starts to speak but I don't hear him because I'm too busy. CRYING AND SCREAMING AT THE TOO OF MY LUNGS! But something stops me and it goes dark again and I can't see and I can't breath. I'm gasping for air and Im thinking to myself this is it it's all over. I start to see light again and well I guess I'm just going to die but then. I see Zach on top of me holding his hands over my mouth. Wait this isn't heaven. He tells me to be quiet when he lets go I nod my head. I gasp really loud right before I pass out. "Were you trying to kill me!" I say very worried, as if he actually would. "No you were hysterically screaming and crying and we could have got caught!" He says slightly embarrassed.
Zach's Dream
This is weird I'm in a lollipop factory. All I can hear is the lollipop "theme song" being blasted. LOLLIPOP LOLLIPOP OH LOLLI-LOLLIPOP... LOLLIPOP BA DUM DUM DUM. The song keeps on going on and on and OONN! Anyways there's the cute little robotic bears working at the lolli factory. There's even a taste testing job! Cool! All of a sudden I move my arm and I feel a warm presence but I am not touching anyone. Then all of a sudden the light get really dim. The music that is coming from the intercom stops slows down and almost sounds broken. Then the little robotic bears start singing it with their creepy baby sounding voice. Then I hear crying super loud crying. Then a screech then calling out bloody murder straight from hell. I start hyperventilating. This. This is just to much. Then I wake up and I can't still hear the screaming and crying. I see it's coming from Phoenix and immediately cover her mouth. She starts squirming but doesn't wake up. I can't let go until she wakes up. Oh no she stopped squirming! IS SHE DEAD! Just a couple more seconds. Come on Phoenix open your eyes open your eyes I can't live without you. I can feel tears forming in the corners of my eyes. Then her eyes open. I tell her she needs to stop screaming before I take my hands off. She nods,at this point she is turning purple then I take my hands off. She gasps as if she is taking her last breath. "Were you trying to kill me!" She says and sounds as if she is about to cry. "No you were screaming and crying hysterically and we could of got caught!" I say almost as ashamed as if I'd accidentally killed someone.
Phoenix's POV
I'm trying as hard as I can to hold back my sob. I can't cry in from of Zach he'll think I'm a wimp. Plus even if I did cry- "Are you ok?" He interrupted my inter-cranium rambling. Phoenix just lie that will be best. "Yea just am nightmare" I say told him but in my head I finish sentence with "totally not a flash back." "Must have been pretty terrible" he says sounding worried. "Na...... I'm just going to go back to bed now, Good night" I say and immediately slam my eyelids shut tight.