Life was different
It was better then
The sky was pure
And the air felt pleasantly heavyMy perspective was untarnished,
untainted by experience
Palpitations were less frequent
Hugs were tighter and lasted longer
The days were sleepy
And the night was magicalLight shining through the blinds
Was the most blissful thing
Also the most fascinatingThe ground smelled like saltine crackers
I smiled more often
I knew who I was then
Even though I lived in
A constant state of confusionMe, longing for the old days at age five
Life is the same
It was lonely then
It is lonely now
The sky doesn't love me anymore and
The air takes my breath awayLife has made me a meek forgiving rebel
Who craves conflict
There's no reason to be awake during the day
There's no reason to sleep through the night
I have to find my own magicThe light doesn't twinkle like it used to
But sometimes it doesMy body is scared
But I still haven't broken any bones
I am not dirty but I am not as clean as I used to be
I've revived the answers to questions I never knew I had
I still have questions
I am wiser and for that more ignorant
I am happy
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Thoughts and Memories
PoesíaI'm not the best poet but I'm just trying something out and trying to be brave. I hope you like it and I don't mind any constructive criticism. All these poems are about things I think about and remember like love,school, and family