Fallen Hearts ( A Justin Bieber FF )

chapter 9 - If you love something, let it go

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The drive back to the hotel was awkward and silent, except for the lame radio music. I think it was a mix of tiredness, pain and worry. We both knew we had to work things out with Pattie eventually, but the thought of it made me feel sick. I never got the ‘disapproval vibe’ from Justin’s mum. She was always so welcoming to me, but maybe she was just being polite. Argh, I have to stop thinking about this; it’s just making me more anxious.

As we pulled up to our parking space, Justin turned the radio off and shifted in his seat, so he was looking at me. Trying to avoid him, I released my seat belt and took the keys out of the ignition. Reaching down to pick up my bag, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and Justin was staring at me, I knew this look, he was going to say something deep.

“It’s amazing how sometimes feelings are so strong that you feel almost controlled by them.” Justin said slowly as he took my hand into his.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” I totally ruined the moment but hopefully, there will be more.

“It means, I love you so freakin’ much and I don’t care what my Mum says, I’m never going to let you go.” His words touched me and a tear welled up in my eye.

“But I thought your Mum’s approval means so much to you?” I said, trying to hold my tears back.

“Yeah, it does, most of the time. I always thought I would respect every opinion my Mum has, but she has no idea what she is talking about. If she can’t see the connection between us now, she never will. I can’t just do what she says all the time and I’m not going to say goodbye to you because she doesn’t approve of you.” Justin seemed teary also, a side his fans rarely see. I’m so lucky.

“I can’t come between you and Pattie, she’s been through so much for you and…”

“I love you” Justin interrupted. Tears rolled down his cheek and splashed onto our hands. I can’t believe I am about to say this. Oh god, should I say it? No. Yes. No, I don’t know. Oh, just do it you chicken!

“If you love something, let it go.” And with that, I let go of his hand, grabbed my handbag and got out the car. Once out of the car, I looked around. Where the hell can I go now? I can’t go back to the hotel and I’m nowhere near home. I turned back to take a look at Justin. He was sat, bent over, his head in his hands, leaning on his knees. His chest was moving, he was crying. A wave of guilt ran over me. I wanted so bad to get back in the car, kiss and make up. Instead, I just ran. I had no idea where I was going or why I was running, no one was chasing me, but it felt like I had to run. It felt so good to be free, to be alone. The past few months, there have always been people around me – fans, security, paparazzi, the list goes on.

The wind was cold on my face, my throat was dry, my face was damp from tears and my feet were in agony. I didn’t exactly plan to run away when I got dressed earlier. I must have been running for a while now, maybe an hour? Deciding to stop at a bench, I was surprised at myself for running this far without stopping. Let’s just say I’m not the person to get picked first in PE. I took my phone out of my bag.

8 Missed Calls. 15 New Messages.

Justin must have some horrible thoughts right now; he probably thinks some crazy fans have kidnapped me. I looked at a few of the messages. They were all similar;

Justin is worried about you. Come back to the hotel soon? – Kenny

Don’t you dare break my son’s heart like this, you need to come back – Pattie

I’m sorry babe. I don’t know what just happened. I should’ve run after you and I don’t know why I didn’t.  I guess I was just thinking. Please come back, we can sort this out. Ring me. I love you, remember that. – Justin.

I put my phone away, furious at myself for everything. How could someone so sweet be with a bad influence like me?

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