Im Nothing Like my brother!

Chapter 6

Abigail's pov

Abigail why are you so stupid?

He's only going to hurt you, like the last one

"SHUT UP, PLEASE JUST SHUT UP" I screamed throwing my hands to my head, covering my ears

Never.....

"Please"

I will never stop

"WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?" I yelled punching the wall next to me leaving a dent in the wall

"Abigail?" I heard someone whisper

"What!" I harshly said to the person behind me

"Are you ok?"

"DO I LOOK OK TO YOU? HUH? DO I ? " I whipped my head around glaring at liam

"Mum told me, why didn't you tell me Abigail?" He asked softly walking over to me and placing a hand on my shoulder

"This, this is why I didn't tell you, you would only pity me and give me sympathy so it was better to keep it a secret and you know what I liked it better when no one knew but liam promise me something"

"Of course what is it"

"Never! Tell anyone"

"Okay Abigail it is what you want "

"Now, get out!"

As soon as he left I turned to my speakers where my phone was, I started to play 'go to hell for heavens sake' by bring me the horizon,1 as loud as the stereo would go.

I sat in the middle of my room my laptop on my lap open to twitter, I have a substantial amount of followers people knew who I was and who I was related to so I did get a fare bit of hate but most of it didn't faze me.

I started to compose a new tweet the read

'@abigail_payne: I miss you more everyday, why were you taken from me?'

I knew people would wonder but hey I don't care I write what I think

I pull the photo album I have under my bed out and look at all the photos

There was a photo from when I was 5 and liam was 6 of us sitting on the back lawn in the summer both of us with bright smiles on our faces

I sigh "what happened?"

I continued to look through the album until I got to the ones where I was pregnant with Leah, I remember the day at the park with the little girl named Leah when she said her name my heart stopped the name brought so many memories back the painful memories I try to forget

"Leah I need you" I whispered

"Leah I'm sorry, I'm sorry it's all my fault, I'm sorry I just wish you were just here so I could see you, see you take your first steps, see you speak for the first time" a tear rolled down my cheek as I talked

I pulled my laptop back onto my lap, going back onto my twitter I went onto Liam's profile seeing a new tweet reading 'how do I get something back that I lost so long ago' I knew it was about me so I composed a new tweet saying 'maybe you are not trying hard enough'

"Abigail I'm trying but every time you shut me out, you talk to zayn but you won't even talk to your own brother" liam said coming into my room

"Because liam, zayn dosent know me and he dosent know the baggage I have but trust me that's the last time I talk to anyone except my daughter"

"Why didn't you tell me about Leah"

"Because liam I don't want sympathy"

"Please Abigail let me in" he begged

"Only hurt will come, only hurt will come" I whispered Turing my back to him

"What do you mean by that?" Confusion in his words

I snapped my head to look at him "nothing" I said hurried

I walked past him and down to the kitchen, getting myself a glass of water not a long time after I sat down zayn also came into the kitchen

"Hey Abigail" he said smiling

Don't say hi Abigail you're basically inviting him in

I tried not to but I couldn't hold myself back

"Hi zayn" I said back with a small smile the smile I have no idea were that came from I haven't smiled a real smile in over 2 years

"You have a nice smile"

"Thankyou"

"Have you got friends Abigail" he asked sitting down in front of me

"No, don't really want any to be honest" I replied

Zayns pov

I understand people are concealed to them selves but really?, this concealed.

How can someone like Abigail not have friends, maybe I should try to be her friend, yeh I should.

If she'll let me in

Abigail's pov

This one seems different

He seems like he actually wants to be my friend or at least I think he wants to be my friend, that of he's being awfully nice for someone I just meet.

Maybe I should let someone, maybe just this one

Hey so last week I was away on a holiday so I couldn't write and this week I had an assignment to do so sorry for the long wait for the update but anyway hope you enjoy