Im Nothing Like my brother!

Chapter 12

A burning sensation ran trough my wrist as he gripped it so tight, pulling me down the hall.

I kept hitting his arm telling him to let me go but that didn't stop him until we were in a room, before I knew it he pushed me onto the bed and took my clothes off, tears streaming down my face I tried to stop him but he held his grip.

Why did I agree to come to this party, why? I knew I shouldn't have come now I'm stuck here going to be raped and I couldn't do anything about it.

After he was done I went to put my clothes on but he gripped my face and said

"If you dare tell anyone I'll make you regret it"

"I won't tell anyone Noah" I whispered tears still coming down my face as I put my clothes on and ran outside and all the way home the whole time non stop crying.

When I got inside liam was sitting on the couch and his head snapped to me when he heard the door shut, I fell to the floor in a heap and continued to sob I also didn't object

When he came and wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a hug.

"Abigail what's wrong?" He asked whispered into my hair

"I can't liam I can't tell you" I sobbed holding him closer to me

"C'mon let's get you to bed" I was thankful he didn't push it anymore probably because haven't been this close with him in years.

"Can I sleep with you?" I asked

"Of course" he helped me up as he carried up to his room

I lied awake listening to liam breathing, I wanted to tell him but I couldn't I didn't know what Noah was capable of, he said he was bipolar and he was heavily drunk, but I never thought he was capable of doing that.

"I'm sorry liam, I'm sorry for shutting you out I'm sorry for not telling you about Damian please forgive me I love you liam and through all the shit your still there to pick me up when I fall down, your the best brother I could ask for and I would like to be your sister again" I whispered

"You never stopped being my sister Abigail and I love you to" he whispered back hugging me closer

"I'll never let you no" he whispered as I drifted of to sleep

2 months later (July 23rd)

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABIGAIL" I woke up to two specific faces in my face liam and Michael's I smiled and hugged them both

Let me fill you in on what has happened in he last two months, me and liam are as close as ever and Michael is still my best friend and no I haven't told both of them what has happened that night.

Zayn got a girlfriend who just plain gives me dirty looks her name is nina and she has dark brown hair and green eyes, it kinda broke my heart when I seen him with her as I like him but now I try and avoid him as much as I can.

I also have gotten to know the other boys aswell and there not as bad as I thought they were.

I let go of them as the quizzy feeling in my stomach return, I bolted to the bathroom for the third time this week and threw up, I had a suspicion about it but I had to be 100 percent sure.

"Are you okay Abigail?" I hear liam ask while I brush my teeth

"Yeah just sick again" I mumble

I sigh remembering that I yet haven't had my period in just over 2 months.

I knew what my plans consisted of today

-going to see Leah with liam

-stay with liam

-speak to mum

-and later tonight go to the chemist that's open 24 hours

As I got ready I took my time looking at myself in the mirror, I'm now 20 but I don't look older sure I may act loader but I don't look older.

***

"Hey baby" a shrill voice rang in my ears as I go down the stars to see nina sitting on zayns lap rolling my eyes I moved towards the kitchen but not soon enough as zayn spoke

"Happy birthday Abigail"

I didn't turn around not being able to cope with the pain but instead said a low

"Thanks"

And continued into the kitchen.

***

"Leah I brought someone who would like to see you" I smiled sitting next to the grey headstone

"Hey Leah, I'm Liam" he smiled sitting opposite next to me

Tears welled in my eyes as I thought to myself.

"Your mum is very brave Leah if you were here today I'm sure you would be just like her brave, strong, beautiful and not to forget stubborn" he whispered, him saying that made a tear slip from my eyes and run down my cheek

"Even though I never meet you I love you so much Leah, you have a place in my heart that no one could ever take, god took you knowing it wasn't meant to be, maybe when the day comes I die I'll see you a beautiful little girl" he continued as more tears slipped

I place a hand to my head as I start to feel a bit dizzy, my eyes becoming blurry and the feeling of wanting to throw up, I lay down on the grass waiting for it to pass but it doesn't soon enough I see Liam's head come into my vision.

"Abigail are you okay?" He worriedly asked

"Yeah.. I'm fine..." I said just after I said that I started to go numb and just to say I fainted right next to my daughters grave

**

"MUMMY" a little brown haired girl came running up to me, I kneeled down to her height just to catch her in time.

"Mummy I missed you" he said into my shoulder

"I missed you to baby girl" I said into her hair taking a deep breath of her hair

"I see you every day mummy but you don't see me, I love you mummy" I cried as I hear her say the words yes this may be an illusion but hell I get to spend time with my baby girl

"Mummy misses you to baby girl" I started to feel myself slip away I knew I was waking up I held onto her tight for a couple of seconds before saying

"Mummy has to go now but I love you forever and always baby girl I'll be with you in time" I kissed her forehead as I let her go

"NO MUMMY DONT LEAVE ME I LOVE YOU DONT LEAVE ME AGAIN" she screamed trying to reach out to me

"I love you baby" I whispered

*

I open my eyes to a white room my arms hooked to machines, all alone well that was until a doctor walked in

"Ah good to see you awake, now I have some news for you Abigail, you passed out because of not enough blood to your brain and also..." He took a deep breathe before saying the words I most dreaded of hearing

"...your pregnant"

Okay so here ya go now I know I haven't updated in ages but I was busy so here's a chapter and I hope you enjoyed it and also there was a lot of action in this chapter anyway

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