Im Nothing Like my brother!

Chapter 7

There were such a vast range to choose from, I looked over the flowers again and decided to go with a bunch of Daisy's .

This morning was a new start a good start, I was changing only minor bits though, but this morning I decided to get some flowers for Leah and spend a few hours with her but something made my stomach turn, the whole morning it dealt as though someone was following me.

As I made it to her grave I placed the flowers down and then sat next to the head stone

"Hey Leah"

"A bit has changed since last time I was here, I may have a friend, his names zayn and you may like him, he's like me in a way so I guess that helps"

Zayns pov

I stood back and watched her sit there and talk to the gravestone with an actual smile on her face, it seemed like this place brought her comfort.

As I moved foreword I saw the name on the gravestone 'Leah amity payne' it was her daughter, underneath it had the year of birth but no year of death which only means that she was stillborn, how did she do it?, it most certainly would have broke her I know it would have broke me, it would be like loosing your legs the baby is a part of you and oh god I just wouldn't be able to handle it.

"So maybe one day Leah I might bring zayn to come and meet you, how does that sound?" I looked down to see Abigail talking like she expected to get an answer

"Sound perfect" I said sitting next to her

"Zayn what are you doing here?" Abigail turned shocked to see my presence

"I followed you, not in a creepy way I just wanted to make sure you were okay because this morning you looked a little glum"

"Thank you zayn" she said turning back around

"So Leah this is zayn and he's the friend I told you about, he looks cool right?"

The wind started to pick up a bit but in a nice comforting way

"So this is my secret zayn" Abigail said to me

"Who else knows?" I asked

"I didn't want people to know but mum told liam the other week and you so really 3 people"

"Where's her father?"

"Different subject" she sighed a tear slipped from the corner of her eye, I lifted my finger to wipe it away and as I did she said

"I miss her zayn and you know what the hard part about it is I don't even get to see her say her first word, take her first steps or basically do anything I didn't even get to hold her or see her after she was born, if I could exchange my life for 5 minutes with her I would"

I wrapped my arms around her shoulders and held her close as more and more tears spilled out

"Why couldn't I just be happy for once zayn?, why did the only thing that made me happy have to be taken away?"

"Ssh you're making it worse"

"I guess, but it's not that much worse that what I have to face everyday "

Abigail's pov

When we got back to the house the rest of the boys were there, zayn went a joined Harry, liam and Louis on the couch while I went to the kitchen, while walking there I looked at the small baby bracelet clutched in my hand it was the one I got of Leah before she was born.

In the kitchen there was a boy there with blonde hair sitting at the kitchen table making himself a sandwich

"Hello" I smiled

"Hey" he smiled back

"I'm Abigail"

"Niall"

" so Abigail why are you being nice all of a sudden because when you first came here it looked as though you wanted to rip all our heads off"

"I don't know" I sighed

"I think I like you better when your nice" Niall said taking a bite of his sandwich

"I think I like me better to" I said as a sigh followed

"Well goodbye Abigail" he waved goodbye as he excited the kitched

"Bye Niall" I waved back

Maybe I like this change, maybe it's for the better, but can I stay like this?