Im Nothing Like my brother!

Chapter 9

Waking up the next morning I realise I'm snuggled into Michael's back, I roll over looking at the clock it reading 4:36am I sighed knowing I'm not going to be able to fall back asleep, getting out of bed I grabbed my jumper from the chair near the balcony and I also grabbed my smokes from the same chair.

I sat on the balcony chair taking a puff of smoke, thinking that's all I seem to do these days, all I fell like I'm doing is going in circles each day,I get up and have a smoke, go see Leah, walk around, come home, cry and drink then sleep.

There's nothing new, every day is a struggle but now that Michael's here maybe that could change.

I start to think of when I told Damian I was pregnant

Flashback

I walk back into my apartment tears running down my face, I didn't want it to be like this, I didn't want my baby to be born into this life

"Why the fuck are you crying?" Damian asked coming out of the kitchen a beer in hand

"It's nothing" I said quietly wiping my tears away

"No Abigail tell me what the fuck it is now!" He yelled coming over to me, I flinched instantly putting my hands over my stomach I guess Damian put 2 and 2 together guessing I was pregnant

"YOU'RE FUCKING PREGNANT, YOU SLUT I BET IT ISNT EVEN MINE" he yelled slapping me across the face I gasped putting my hand to my cheek

"How can it not be yours you are the only one I have sex with and if any guy even looks at me you go mental" I try to reason with him even though I know it's going to backfire

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?"

"Nothing" I whispered

"No you fucking bitch tell me what you said now!"

"I didn't say anything Damian" I mumbled backing away from him

"Whatever" he huffed going to the couch

End of flashback

A tear rolled down my cheek just thinking about it, I heard moving around from inside so I turned my head to look only to see Michael rubbing his eyes while yawning.

I turned back around wiping the tears from my face as Michael came and sat next to me

" so Abigail, why is it you are up this early?" He yawned

"Couldn't go back to sleep" I shrugged I saw him pull his phone out of his pocket and pull up the camera

"Come here" he motioned me over snapping the photo I can tell he posted it to twitter as my phone went off, I looked at the caption

'This bitch woke me up haha'

I laughed and commented '@abigail_payne: @michael5SOS I think you woke yourself up, I had no influence in that'

'@michael5SOS: @abigail_payne c'mon look at me and say it'

'@abigail_payne: @michael5SOS um I'm right next to you, I sometimes wonder why were friends'

'@michael5SOS: @abigail_payne correct term is best friends'

'@abigail_payne: @michael5SOS that's what you may think, kidding'

"Abigail?" Michael asked turning to look at me

"Yeah"

"Why did you stay with Damian even after all that stuff he did to you?"

"I thought he would change I thought he would love me and I thought it was what I deserved" I turn to him tears running down my face

"Oh abbi" he sighed pulling me into a tight hug

"Thankyou for being here Mikey, you're the only one I can open up to about this sort of stuff"

"Just remember if you need me I'm only a phone call away"

"I will"

He kept me in the hug for a while until I had to break myself out

"Hey mike do you want to go an get some breakfast"

"Yeh let's go"

Walking into Starbucks there wasn't many people there seeing as it was 5 in the morning, I ordered mine and mike ordered his when I went to go sit down mike went to the bathroom

"Long time no see don't you think Abigail?, how's my daughter?"