Im Nothing Like my brother!

Chapter 11

I sat on my bad In my large black sweater that came down to mid thigh with a pair of pyjama pants underneath, scrolling down my twitter page laughing at a couple of fans tweets.

I grabbed a DVD from my bed side table, which turned out to be the Blair witch project, putting it in my laptop waiting for it to come on I went downstairs for something to eat and drink.

I saw zayn sitting at the table when I walked in with a cup of coffee or tea in his hands.

"Hey" I said walking to the fridge

"Hey" he said back

"What has got you looking so down?" I asked closing the fridge and sitting infront of him

"Nothing" he sighed his eyes going glassy

"C'mon you can tell me" I smiled placing a hand on top of his, which he in return jerked away from

"I SAID NOTHING WAS WRONG ABIGAIL GET IN THROUGH YOUR THICK HEAD" he screamed pushing the chair away and stalking off out the door.

I felt a tear drop onto my hand but made no effort to wipe away the ones following it, I never thought zayn of all people would yell at me.

I went up to my bedroom as my breaths became quickened and the tears became more rapid.

"FUCK!" I screamed punching the wall next to me leaving a slight hole, I was having a breakdown I haven't had one in months.

I steadied my breathing but the tears continued to fall, grabbing my smokes off of the bed side table I headed out to my balcony, the cold air hit my legs and made me shiver a bit but I didn't mind.

See I told you this would happen

Why didn't you listen to me

I'm always right

He'll end up hurting you like the last guy

"Fuck off" I wispered getting my phone and headphones out of my pocket hoping to drown out her voice, I look down my songs trying to find one that I could sing along to when my eyes finally saw lana del rays gods and monsters.

I stayed on my balcony till late that night, no one came to get me seeing as I changed my headphone for my speaker to make sure no one heard my sobs.

I wake up the next morning wrapped in my blanket, I look at my clock beside me as it read 10:30 am I had 2 hours until I had to meet Noah and if I remember clearly it takes about 45 minutes walking and driving is out of the question.

After my shower I had to choose my clothes and considering today was quite warn I picked out my black high waisted jean shorts along with my bring me the horizon shirt, today I wore my converse hi tops.

I curled my blue hair and did my usual makeup, as I walked downstairs I made sure I hade my phone and smokes with me as I looked up I saw zayn with a pained look on his face I didn't bother with him as I walked past.

"Hey Noah" I smiled as I sat down infront of him

He looked up and smiled at my presence

"Hey Abigail"

"So what are we doing today?" I ask

"Well today I was planning for us to have lunch then go for a walk in the forest, later my friend is having a party and I wondered if you wanted to come with me" he smiled

I thought about it, I didn't really know him that well but I did want to get drunk so why not

"Sure" I smiled back

We put our orders in which I ordered a Caesar salad while Noah ordered a chicken wrap to say the least the food was delicious.

"So Abigail tell me about yourself" Noah said as he held my hand walking through the forest

"Well my name if Abigail Sophia payne I'm 19 years old I'm born on July 23rd and I like horror movies, I have anger issues and I love ice cream oh and I hate clowns" I said looking down

"I'm Noah theo James I'm 20 years old I'm born of December 15th I'm bipolar and I'm scared of spiders"

"Really?, spiders" I asked laughing slightly

"What about you, clowns?"

"Childhood memories" I sighed

I look to the sky to see it's just getting dark

"Noah what time is it?" I ask looking at him to see him already looking at me

"It's just gone 6pm" he said putting his phone back into his pocket

Wow I've been with him for 6 hours

"Do you want to start heading to the party?, I can drive it's about 40 minutes away" he asked

"Sure, I'm just going to have a smoke on the way to the car"

Okay so this may be a really boring chapter but it's just a filler and the next chapter will be a bit more exciting,

So what do you think happens at the party, and what's up with zayn.