Madhouse

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Sayra .

Insecure is what I felt as I exited the rec-room. The boys were whispering again which made me scurry out. I was angered while I pushed through my room door, plopping down on the bed while my head hung low. Soon enough, I began to sob. I'm such a fuck up I swear I'm worthless. My mother is right, I am crazy and I do need help, i'm nothing but a suicidal little bitch. I ran my fingers over my scars and I started to have the urge. I had to get over it cause there was nothing sharp , no razors, nothing. Jessie barged into the room which caused me to look up immedietley. Her face was red and flushed, she looked type angry.

"What's wrong?"

"Those idiots are what's wrong!" She shouted, taking a spot next to me.

"What happened? "

She ran her fingers through her wavy hair. "I told them off."

"Jessie you ain't have to do that."

"No I wanted to. I'm tired of them thinking they run this damn place. They don't run shit."

I laughed a bit. "So, why are you mad if you told them off?"

Her facial expression changed and she became sad. "Christopher started calling me 'bones' then they all started to laugh at me.

I instantly became angered and stormed back into the rec-room.

"Yo." I spat, approaching Christopher. "Why would you say some shit like that to Jessie? The fuck is wrong with you?"

He scoffed and got up from the chair. He stepped up to me, eyeing me from my toes to my face. "Excuse me?"

"I don't think I fucking stuttered. "

He looked at Shakur and August smiling, then back to me. "You better get the fuck out of my face, before we have some issues. "

"I don't have to do shit nigga. Next time you come at Jessie sideways, we gonna have some fucking issues you hear me?"

He scoffed once again. "You just got here, fuck you gonna do? Strangle me with your noose?"

(noose - that rope a person kills theirself with .)

I wasn't having that, I felt so disrespected. I cocked my fist back and punched him in the nose . There was complete silence in the room after that. "Like I said, come at her sideways again and I'm gonna do more then punch you in your face. "

"What'd you do?" Jessie said getting up from the bed as I entered the room.

I smiled. "I handled it, don't worry."

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"Yeah I hit him, so what?" I said with my arms crossed.

Ms. Trent sighed deeply. "Sayra, you can't just go around hitting people for saying something you don't like."

What is it with this bitch? For some strange reason she's always fucking defending this asshole and I don't like it. Do you know what the fuck he said to me?"

"No I don't. "

"He said what am I gonna do? Strangle him with my noose?"

She covered her mouth in shock. "I'll have a word with him, but for now, stay away from him to avoid any more conflict. "

I got up and stormed out of her office. Why did I have to stay away from him? How come he couldn't stay away from me? I sense some favoritism going on.

"What'd she say?" Jessie asked perking her head up.

"To stay away from him to avoid any more conflict. " I shook my head in frustration.

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I woke up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat. I got up to look out the window which had bars covering them, like we were in fucking jail or something. I caught my tears streaming down my face while I looked out of the window. Why me? I went into the visitor's block which was empty of course, it was 3 o'clock in the morning. I sat down on the bench with my head down, just thinking. Thinking about my life and everything I've been through, soon enough I was knocked out with my head down on the table.

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