Madhouse

15

Sayra .

Chris has been acting really distant lately , he doesn't come to my room every morning like he usually does , and everytime I start up a conversation with him he gives me an excuse and then goes back into his room , like what the hell? And the funny thing is , he's not acting distant towards Jeanylice or anyone else , just me .. Something's not right and I bet my ass I'm gonna find out what it is . After getting dressed for the day , I decided to pop into Cali and Sochitta's room . I was tired of asking Jessie for advice , I think it was time to get someone else's point of view .

"Hellooo." I knocked on the open door .

Cali looked up from her book and smiled . "Come in ." It's funny how your worst enemy could become a good friend of yours .

"Where's Sochitta?" I looked around the room .

"Oh she's at her therapy session ."

"Oh.." I sat down next to her on the bed and took a deep breath . "I need some advice."

"Shoot ." She closed her book giving me her full attention.

"For the past few days , Chris hasn't been really talking to me . He's been distant , but only towards me . What am I supposed to do?"

"He did something stupid , I know this for a fact . After August fucked Jessie , he started acting the same exact way ."

Crazy thoughts started rummaging through my head . "But I don't think Christopher would do something like that."

"I didn't think August would do something like that either , but hey , shit happens ."

"Ughh." I ran my fingers through my curly hair . "What do I do Cali?"

"Yoke that nigga up and ask him ."

I mean it wouldn't hurt to ask, right? "Bet , thanks ." I left out of her room and made my way into Christopher's . I didn't even knock , I walked right in and again , Jeanylice was sitting her ass there . "I need to talk to you." I said looking at Chris .

He looked at Jeany which informed her to leave the room . Good , cause I was 2.5 seconds away from dragging that bitch out . "What is it Sayra?" He questioned in annoyance .

"Change your tone."

He sighed . "What?"

"Why you movin' funny? What's wrong with you?" I crossed my arms .

He rubbed his temples . "Dammit Sayra I kissed Jeany . I kissed her!"

"What?" I knew something was up with that hoe , I knew she was up to no fucking good .

"She kissed me first actually , but I kissed her back ."

"And why the hell would you do that?!" I was now raising my voice . I don't think I've ever been this mad before , I was more mad at the fact that he did it and continued to spend time with her afterwards . What kind of shit is that?

"I'm sorry!" He yelled .

I put my hands up in the air and left out of the room , I was getting ready to fuck his shit up . I went into the rec-room and yoked that bitch Jeany up by her hair . "So you wanna kiss my man now right?"

"No!" She was obviously scared . "He kissed me first!"

"Bitch why are you lying?" I threw her to the floor , getting ready to stomp her face in . But I stopped.. I always let my anger control me , it was best to just let this go . I felt everyone staring at us , including Jessie , eyes wide and all . I went into my room and cried , and cried ... And cried myself to sleep .

Chris .

Of course I felt horrible , nah horrible wasn't even the word . It was a mistake kissing Jeanylice, Sayra was the best thing that ever happened to me and I'm on the verge of losing her . Hell , I probably already lost her and you know who fucked it up? Josiah . That nigga never knows when to stop , he's wanted my girl since she's walked in the damn door. But now he can't have her , definitley not now since he put his hands on her , that's where he fucked up . I'm just really confused right now .. I don't know if I like Jeanylice , I might , but I don't know . It's a fact that I love Sayra , you know they say don't leave the one you love for the one you like , cause the one you like might leave you for the one they love . Damn my mind just all over the place . It was 11 o'clock which meant the lights were out , so I left out of my room and made my way into the spot . I didn't even bother turning the lights on , I just sat down in the dark .. Letting the devil toy with my thoughts .. Letting the darkness consume my mind .

Jessie .

I let the blade slice through my skin , and to say it felt amazing would be an understatement. I live for this shit , fuck what these therapists say. I cleaned myself up and hid my blade in the secret compartment under the sink. I then laid down in my bed feeling satisfied , drifting off into a dreamless sleep .

Sayra , Friday .

We all sat down at the circle , I made sure to sit far away from Jeanylice and Christopher , I would've probably killed their asses .

"So , what's been going on this week?" Mrs . Trent smiled as she sat up in her chair .

"Can I start off?" I said , standing up .

"Sure ."

"Christopher is a cheater , Jeanylice is a homewrecker , and Josiah is a woman beater ."

"It's not nice to label Sayra ."

"And it's also not nice to come in between someone's relationship." I glared at Jeanylice . It was obvious I was getting mad, I felt Jessie tug on my arm informing me to sit down but I snatched away . "All of ya'll are some grimey ass people . Manipulative , lying ass , cheating ass , homewrecking ass , fake ass people ." I sat down in my chair with my arms crossed. Christopher and Jeanylice remained quiet , I wish they would've said something so I can put them in their fucking place . I heard Josiah snickering and that just sent me off of the edge , I hopped up from my chair and got in his face . "And what the fuck is so funny? I should knock you the fuck out right now , putting your hands on me , nigga is you crazy?"

"Then do it ." He smiled . And I did . I popped him right in his throat causing him to hyperventilate .

"Sayra that's enough!" Mrs . Trent yelled , "Joe take her to the white room!" She called to the guard .

I went psycho . "NO! NO!" I kicked and scratched and punched when another guard came with a needle , I started screaming even louder .

"You crazy bitch!" Josiah yelled .

I kicked one of the guards in his face to get to Josiah , then he stabbed me in my arm with the needle and I started to go unconcious .

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Sheesh .... Comment what you're thinking and don't forget to vote . Btw I was listening to Paramore while writing this chapter so I added the song on the side --> lmao .