Madhouse

16

Chris .

I fucked up real bad this time . Sayra's been in the white room ever since Friday and it is now Monday. Every night I been hearing her kicking and screaming and they won't let her out until she's calm. I tried speaking to her yesterday but she told me and I quote : "kill yourself you lightskinned fuck." I wasn't even trippin doe cause I deserved that, and it ain't even sound like a bad idea. I wasn't speaking to Jeanylice either, she's just a big ass distraction and this is half her fault anyways. After ten minutes of sulking in my bed, I got up to go to the rec-room. In the corner of my eye, I peeped Jeany sitting on Josiah's lap whispering suttin in his ear ; and sitting next to them was a very angry Jessie. This bitch is a thot. How she gonna go from drooling over me to sitting on Josiah's dick makin' googley eyes? Then again, we all up in this bitch for a reason and apparently her's is thot syndrome. I stood at the doorway with my arms crossed until I got Jeany's attention, she stood up immedietley. I left the rec-room and I felt her chasing after me.

"Chris wait!" She called.

I stopped and turned around. "Wassup?"

"I can explain..."

"You don't have to explain, we're not together. Shit, I don't even like you."

"So you're telling me that you didn't feel anything when we kissed?"

I thought to myself for a few seconds. "Nope. Nothing at all." I replied nonchalantly. "So excuse me, I have a girl and need to get her back." I left her in the hallway stuck on stupid and made my way to the white room determined. I banged on the door window when I arrived then waited a few seconds, only to be flipped off by Sayra.

"Babe! Talk to me!"

"Go talk to Jeanylice, asshole." She said through the door.

I sighed. "Sayra I don't want her, I want you. She's a hoe babe, she was hugged up with Josiah not even ten minutes ago."

"Oh so since ya didn't work out you're gonna come running back to me? Don't think so buddy."

I've made up my mind clearly and she obviously doesn't see that, she's so fuckin' hard headed. "No baby I've always wanted you, you know this."

"Didn't seem like that when you was liplocking with the homewrecker. Get a grip Christopher and leave me the fuck alone."

"Sayra! Please! Just give me another chance." I banged on the door harder.

She was silent for a few seconds. "We can talk about this more when I get out."

That's all I need to hear . "Okay , I love you."

"I love you too Christopher." She said dully.

Jessie .

"Are you kidding me right now?" I said to Jeany who was walking back into the rec-room.

She sat back down on the couch nonchalantly. "What?"

"You're such an asshole!"

"What?"

"You know I fucking like you and you did that shit right in front of me!"

"Jessie, what are you talking about?"

"Sitting on Josiah's lap!" At this point, I was fuming and I was getting ready to punch thisbitchin her face.

She chucked lightly. "Oh, jeezI'm sorry."

"And you're laughing?" I put my hands up, "fuck you Jeanylice." I went backinto my room and sat there on my bed. I didn't even cry, I couldn'tcry. It's like I've ran out of tears, fuck being nice, I'mgonna start treating people how they treat me. I went into the bathroom to grab my razor from under the sink. I pressed it to my skin, but this time it felt different. Icouldn't press down. It's like something was stopping me, but I didn't know who or what.

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Sayra .

I woke up the next morning in my bed, it was about fucking time they let me out of there. I was being tormented by the voices in my head and I couldn't do anything about it. The animosity I have towards Mrs.Trent has definitely grown tremendously. Josiah was asking for it, he told me to fucking do it but of course she gotta throw me in the white room. Just before I was about to walk out of my dormitory, Chris comes strolling in.

"You ain't going nowhere." He said, closing the door behind him.

I forgot I told him we would talk after I left the white room. But I really didn't feel like talking though, I felt like knocking himthe fuck out. "What?" I stood in front of him with my arms crossed.

He towered over me, looking down. "You're so small," he laughed, "am I supposed to be scared?"

I wanted to laugh but I had to show him I was serious about this. "Whatever, do you wanna talk or not?"

"Don'ttalk tome like you crazy, you better change your tone."

I scoffed. "And who are you?"

"I'm daddy, now sit that ass down."

I looked at him like he had five heads. "Excuse me?"

"I don't think I fucking stuttered." He mocked me.

I knew he wasn't gonna start talking until I sat down, so I did. He sat down next to me then took a deep breath.

"Look Sayra," he put his hand on my thigh and he sent chills down my back. "I love you so much, I don't know how many times I've told you that, but I really do. Jeanylice was a big mistake, you have to believe me. I don't ever wanna lose you, you're the best thing that's happened to me, baby please forgive me."

I've been forgiven Chris, I just wanted him to suffer a little, that's all. "I forgive you baby." I kissed him on his lips. Eventually, it turned into a makeout session but I didn't wanna go any farther so I stopped. "I really do love you Christopher."

"And I love you to Sayra, always and forever." He kissed my hand, then we laid down in my bed. We were dozing off until my room door slammed open.

"Jessie?" I jumped up, "What the fuck happened? What's wong?" She was crying, her hair was a mess and her cheeks were a bright pink.

"Josiah." She choked out. "H-he raped me."

I looked at Chris, then back to Jessie. "What?"

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Lawd, please keep Josiah in your prayers! But COMMENT! And VOTE! And this story is almost coming to an end but no worries, there will be a sequel.