Omegle

5- Side chick

As days passed I felt more and more distance come between Caleb and me. It upset me but I figured that it was also the best for me because being that attached to him was becoming unhealthy. All i would do is think about him. no matter where I was and who i was with. My hand was glued to my phone all the time either texting him or waiting for him to text me. My grades started dropping slightly because instead of writing essays about Rome, I would write essays about him. i would write poetry about him. Draw pictures of him. Dream of him. Everything I did involved him. And I knew that in the back of my head that he probably couldn't care less about me. He had the girl. I was just his side chick. The one who sends him shit when he's horny. When he needs someone to tell him his worth, im there. When he wants someone to text him because he's bored, im there. When he wants to get his mind off things, im there. But I was only the side chick. Nothing more.

I haven't been on Omegle since the night I met Caleb.

I haven't talked to any other guys since the night I met Caleb.

I haven't felt the need to have approval for my body since the night I met Caleb.

I haven't stopped thinking about Caleb since the night I met Caleb.

I haven't focused on myself since the night I met Caleb.

I haven't been myself since the night I met caleb.

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All my friends tell me that he's a fuckboy. I know they are right. They all tell me to block him. But i dont. Im too scared.

I decide to see if he cares. If he passes this test and reacts the way I want him to I wont block him.

me| Hey umm.. i have something important to tell you but idk how youre gonna react so uh text me asap..

26 MINUTES LATER

Caleb:))| haha what is it?

me| you're from Miami right?

Caleb:))| yeah

me| well uh.... GUESS WHO'S MOVING TO MIAMI THIS SUMMER?

Caleb:))| No way!

me| yah. My dad got a promotion there and so now we're moving there this summer :):

Caleb:))| cool. Ya know what school ure going to?

me| nah. Im gonna take online school since i wont know anyone. Id rather not be the newbie.

Caleb:))| Im sure you'll have friends.

me| lmao maybe. But hey! We can actually meet now!

Caleb:))| yeah....

me| something wrong?

This is it.

Caleb:))| its just that.... I dont love you. i never did and never will.

I told myself that whatever he said wouldn't affect me because i was over him but this sure as hell hurt.

me| ok.

CALEB-35-THOMAS HAS BEEN BLOCKED

A tear slips out of my eye.

BESTIE<3

me| I blocked Caleb

BESTIE<3| FINALLY YES!

me| whatever

BESTIE<3| you got attached didnt you?

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