6- Its okay..I guess

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Its been a month since I blocked Caleb. I still thought of him, but not as much as I used to. Someone would say something and i'd be like "Oh! Caleb did/liked/said that!" But other than having moments like those, he wasn't ever on my mind.

I was angry, in the beginning. Because I thought he actually loved me. But now that I think of it, I was brainwashed. I liked the idea of him. He used me. And that's all i was needed for. Nothing else. So why should I waste my time thinking about him? Exactly. I shouldn't.

I don't need a guy. Something I say to myself all the time.

I always say, ' Im going to focus on myself and be independent' But somehow I always end up falling for someone.

See i've made up a cycle.
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This isn't something i can change

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This isn't something i can change. But that doesn't mean I dont want it to change. I realized that I just get more and more hurt over time because of this cycle. The only way to avoid getting hutr over and over again is to stop the cycle. And i have no idea how to do that.

A/N

Heyy okay so this is the first authors note included in a chapter so uhm Hi, my name is Leona.

TYSM for taking time out of your day/night to read my book it means alot <3.

SORRY THIS IS A SORTA SHORT CHAPTER I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO WRITE FORGIVE ME!

if you guys want.. I have another book which is a Shawn Mendes fanfic called Mine, you should check it out if you have the time lol you dont have to.

Hope y'all are enjoying the book so far :)

Ok uhm ilysm

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-Leona

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