Omegle

14- Shouldn't But I Will

//2 days later//

Its been two days since I blocked Isaiah. I'm trying to move on because I know I deserve someone who wont cheat on me. But all i can think about is Isaiah.

I shouldn't have to ask him who he's with every minute of the day

I shouldn't have to ask him where he is every minute of the day.

I shouldn't have to ask him what he's doing every minute of the day.

I shouldn't.

I know moving on isnt going to be easy. Its not going to happen over night. And overthinking is typical for me. But I just hate the way i left everything.

Just unblock him for a second. And if he apologizes in the first few sentences then you leave him unblocked.  Let him explain. Hear him out.Deal?

Fuck you, conscience.

I unblock him but only  on snapchat.

me| hey...

DontBeHisBitch| wtf?

DontBeHisBitch| why tf did you block me?

me| wdym why?

me| You admitted to cheating on me with the girl that I was threatened by. The girl that i always knew would be the reason for you cheating. The girl that's prettier than me. Skinner than me. Funnier than me. More 'chill' than me. Better than me.

me| was I fucking not enough?

DontBeHisBitch| im sorry.

me| dont give me that bullshit.

me| but I promised myself i would listen to what you have to say so.. go ahead. Explain.

DontBeHisbitch| explain?

me| yes. Explain.

DontBeHisBitch| I dont need to explain shit to you.

me| okay.

DontBeHisBitch| okay?

read 3:10 am

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DontBeHisBitch| Okay look, im sorry for what ive done. I know sometimes I can be a total dick. Im sorry. Im sorry if I ever made you feel anything other than love. I truly am deeply in love with you. I can't imagine my life without you. I want you to be my wife and have my kids. Alexia, I love you. Please forgive me. I was just tryna make you jealous.

me| I hope you know that if this or if you fuck up ever again.. You're done.

DontBeHisBitch| KKKKKK TY ILY

Me| ILYT