You're not Mine but I'm Yours

Chapter 18.1

"Ayan."

"Ha?"

Bigla na lang may nagflash na lyrics sa monitor sa tapat namin.

So?Pumili nga sya ng kanta.

"If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today,

If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way,

If YOU ARE NOT MINE then why does my heart return your call,

If YOU ARE NOT MINE why I have a strings to stand at all,

I never know what the future brings but I know you're here with me now,

You'll make it through when I hope you are the one I share my life with.

I don't want to runaway but I can't take it,I don't understand,

If I'm not made for you then why just my heart tell me that I am,

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms..."

OWMAAYGAAAWD! 

Top is singing! :"">

Ang gondo ng boses nya.Parang hinaharana nya ko. Ü

Tuloy pa din sya sa pagkanta.

Andami nang nanunuod sa amin. 

Este sa kanya pala,especially girls.

He holds my hand.. 

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He continue singing while he's holding my hand and staring at me.

Can't help myself na sobrang titigan yung face nya.

Ngayon ko lang sobrang nausisa yung features ng mukha nya.

Hindi pala kalat yung kilay nya di tulad ng ibang boys.

Yung eyes nya reddish brown pala.Pero medyo singkit din.

Yung nose nya ang tangos,walang white o blackheads.XD

Cheeks?SOBRANG KINIS.

Lips?Kissable sya.HAHA.Nipis na nga medyo mapula pa.

"Sophie!"

"Oh?"

"Tapos na ko kumanta,Tara na."

Hala.Napatagal ata pagtitig ko sa kanya.Hehe

Pero tinawag nya akong Sophie for the first time.

"Kaen tayo sa KFC.Dun na tayo magdinner."

"Oh?Lilibre mo ko?  

=)"

"Neknek mo!"

Kuripot naman hanggang kwek-kwek lang ang kaya ng bulsa.Tsk.

Ako na nagvolunteer umorder.

Pinili kong wag kami tabi ng upuan.

Umupo na lang ako sa tapat nya.

Napansin ko andami naming food na inorder.

Kay Top pala yung madaming order,1meal lang kasi yung akin.

Yung kanya malapit na sa bucketmeal.HAHA

Nadiscover ko ng matakaw talaga sya.

"Top,nakailang gf ka na?"

"Isa.You?"

Talaga isa pa lang?

"Ahm,dalawa. 

Dalawang serious.Kasama na si Renzo dun sa dalawa."

"Bakit?May hindi ka ba sineryoso?"

"Oo.Si Emman at Renzo lang sineryoso ko."

"Ex mo pala yung Emman.So fling na lang yung iba?Ilan?"

"Hindi ko na dapat share sa'yo yun nuh.Ano girl talk ba to?"

Pinagpatuloy ko na lang pagkain ko. 

May itatanong ulit ako sa kanya..

"Sophie."

Naunahan nya ko magsalita.Amp

"Bakit?"

"Do you consider what is happening between us right now as a fling?"

Why he asked that to me?!

"Ha?"

"How can you say to yourself that it is only a fling and it will never be a serious relationship?"

"Hindi ko alam.Bigla na lang nangyayari na magiging kami nung guy o fling lang."

"Sophie,kasi MA...

Masyado ng Gabi uwi na tayo."

Bat nya ko natanung ng ganun?

I'm confused. 

I don't know what's running in my mind,if it is a fling or just a new open door for friendship.