Chapter 1

Chapter 20

Chapter 20.

*Danielle's POV*

Tears. Millions of them. I woke up about an hour ago, and I haven't stopped crying since. I bet I look like complete shit, but I don't care. I'm not leaving Matthew until he wakes up. Carter came in about half an hour after I woke up. I'm sure Jacob texted him, and told him everything. Bart must know how close these two are, they're basically brothers. He stops to talk to the doctor that is handling Madi, who is now awake, to ask what happened. He didn't tell him every detail so I tried to but I just freaked out. 'A drunk driver. A fucking dumbass almost killed him! Carter, he's my life. He saved my life before he ever knew who I was. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be here right now. He's my hero, and I can't believe he could be gone.' I say, almost yelling. Tears fill my eyes once again. 'Shhh, it's gonna be okay.' He says. He engulfs me in a hug, and I just cry into his chest. I needed sleep. But I wasn't going to leave my baby. He needs me, and I need him. I want to be the first person he sees when he wakes up. 'I need sleep.' I say into his chest. 'Yes you do.' he replies back. 'I'm sure Matthew won't mind

you sleeping next to him, matter of fact I'm sure he'd love it.' I laugh at Carter's attempt of cheering me up, he's really depressed inside. I know how close him and Matthew are, and to see your bestfriend lying in what could be his death bed isn't easy at all. Carter's strong, I know it. But sometimes you just have to break. I hug him once more, and he kisses my forehead like an older brother would do. I'm so thankful that he came, otherwise I probably would have had panic attack. He sits back in the chair, and leans his head against the wall. I walk over to Matthew. He's so still, the only movement is his chest rising and falling as he breathes. Short, fast breaths. I'm terrified that I'll never be able to see his beautiful eyes again, or kiss his lips. I lay on the bed next to him. My head on his chest, so it could hear his heartbeat. I knew I wouldn't get much sleep, everything that's happened so far. We started dating today. Today could be the last day that I ever see him alive.

Tears well up in my eyes, and I just let them fall because it was going to happen eventually. I just didn't want the love of my life to die right now. I need him. He's clueless about how many times I've sat in my room, alone, so close to leaving this earth. But it was him, always him. His videos, pictures, tweets. Anything from him would make me 10x happier than I was. He's done that for many other fans too. He's a life saver, and he doesn't even realize it. Who knew my life saver would be my boyfriend? Who knew he'd be in the hospital because a careless driver? I started crying even more, I couldn't breathe. But I had experience this so many times in the past I knew how to keep it quite. And the next thing I knew, I drifted off to sleep.

A/N: Why am I being so sad all of a sudden? Omg, don't give up on me guys! I got thissss.

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